Wishing you great peace, solitude and space in your new location, Derek. 'Why am I here?' - a great question for us all to ask ourselves. Thank you for sharing.
Steven

You are moved to be where you can be the most productive in the realms of the body, the intellect, the emotions and the spirit. Balance and motion are working together in harmony and more will be revealed. Blessed be.

Amen to all of that. I've many times asked that same question and made a change. But this earth is not my home; I'm just passing through. So, while I'm here, no one place will necessarily be a forever home. Looking forward to exploring more places, more opportunities, and making the necessary changes when needed.

As always, thanks for the inspiration, Derek!

(Oh, and in answer to your post about writing more… yes, I'm looking forward to that.)

Wonderful. We run on autopilot a lot and just go with the flow, until moments where we re-evaluate and become aware of whether or not we're on the right path. I want to build a weekly habit of asking these kinds of questions.

Oooh yes. Good move.

Thanks for sharing more of the insights from your life. I know that many of us reading this can identify and glean something from it. Best wishes as you refocus your perspective.

I don't need to ask myself why I should be there after I saw that picture!! Where is the thin line between want and should??

I'm here to make a difference in people's lives. Help is my word for 2014. Even if it means losing money on a project I want to be of help first.

LOL ... I wondered if and when you'd end up making that move to somewhere in NZ ... we loved our time in New Zealand in 1986-87. Great adventures. Sailed back to Wellington with friends in a 50 ft sailboat in what ended up a gale; the ferries stopped sailing; heading up into wellington harbor on the engine power a smaller sailboat was being towed in ... no mast ... ripped right off. Getting to shore was a welcome relief. :-)

You are in New Zealand? Nice! If you run into Tim Finn would you ask him to check out the Centrifugal Satz Clock? I have him on a list of living artists who might really resonate with the project. (Elvis Costello, Billy Joel, Lang Lang, Yoko Ono, etc etc) I know its a long shot but just being born was a long shot too.

And by the way, anyone you want to meet from Salt Lake City, I can likely arrange that too!

Good luck and avoid the poisonous spiders!

Awesome!

I've also heard great things about Costa Rica. Some eco-villages are forming there, e.g. http://www.osamountainvillage.net

A colleague of mine, founder of GameChangers500 -- http://gamechangers500.com -- also lives in Costa Rica (in another area, not Osa Mountain)

Wonderful. Love the question. Food for thought style. You and Godin are very good at this style of writing.

You've mentioned everything except to have some fun. really?
Ah, but to me, focusing, writing, and coding are more deeply fun than anything else. — Derek

Perfect. When I ask that I end up in Rarotonga. Must be something special about that upside down part of the world, all blood rushes to brain;-)
Happy Holidays to you and your fantastic fam!

Derek,
Thanks as always for your extraordinary writing. When your email arrives I click and read immediately, no procrastinating.
Excellent question! And I will ask myself.
Be well, and enjoy where you are.
Maurice Frank

It's a shame when you do live like this and others feel the need to criticise you for it. Maybe because they don't understand, don't have the means or ambition, come from another generation or place where this was frowned upon, etc. Some criticize it as "you keep starting over." But they don't realize it's all part of the same continuous journey. You can go everywhere and be home, if you want to.
Exactly. Like someone that lives in a huge house, but spends all their time in just one room. We live in a huge (earth-sized) house. Kind of silly not to visit other rooms, if you can. — Derek

Good discipline, Derek, following your instincts -and I empathize. Been giving thought to this question recently (because there are more years behind me than in front of me). I'm here (as we all are, I believe) 1) to achieve something positive; make a contribution, if you will. And, 2) to experience as much enjoyment as I can.

Your post came at a nice time and your control or bravery or just doing it to say no to your default mode, in pursuit of your bigger goals, is an inspiration. Thanks :)

Süper. Timing of this post is spectacular :)

Ergo below you can have your prize for pep-posting to me at the right time. I hope it is going to help you get coding like in the movie Swordfish:
http://hackertyper.net

Was about to suggest you come to Perth.

Strongly considered it. ☺ — Derek

Always a good question! New Zealand sounds perfect. Keep em coming!

For the untamed heart, here is never the place to be. Now that I'm 50, here is fine! Good to hear from you again. Miss you at CDBaby, though they're still the best thing going for us musicians in the digi age. Looks like you've improved your view. I'll pray for your writing, that it flows like water through your mind, heart and body. It's probably the most satisfying thing we can do wherever we are. Best to you! Merry Christmas

Nice one Derek.

If you're ever passing through Wellington (I moved to NZ almost eight years ago) and you're feeling social, be great to meet you.

Enjoy the sunshine!

Fly the ditch and visit Melbourne, city of the burgeoning start-up. Let us indulge you with a proper coffee, some blinding gigs, and some decent tucker. Then retreat back to your birds :) looks pretty
Thank you, but that's exactly what I came here to avoid. ☺ — Derek

How fortunate we all are to be so mobile and have so many choices.
I'm in Panama City investing in a city apartment, and, with it, the future of this astonishingly dynamic economy surrounding the expansion of the Panama Canal. My partner is here to found a center for music improvisation offering winter workshops to professional musicians. He's opening another one in the south of Spain, where we go when the weather is warmer there. I'm invested in an apartment in Spain, too. And I'm making a new recording of original songs and, after that, a new book, while getting ready for another Japan concert tour next summer. Not really asking "why" these days. Just following my inner muse, and, whew, she's a drill sargeant!!

Love it! Congrats on this path! Love following what you are up to and seeing how life unfolds.

What are you programming (or did I perhaps miss that in a previous post)?

What's your thoughts on posting that question to others in your life?
Good one! “What are you doing in my bed?” can also be a good question to ask occasionally. ☺ — Derek

I always enjoy reading your comments. Your remarks poignant.
Such Beauty in New Zealand. They say beauty opens the soul....so here is to new openings for you! Thank you for sharing. Jane

I've been programming Objective C and getting (dare I say) really good at it. I take myself into town on my bicycle, it takes 5 minutes. I sit in a cafe (lots to choose from). But people seem to insist on chatting to me! So one day, when I sell enough apps, I would love to buy a small house in rural scotland and code for fun whilst looking at the changing colours on the side of a mountain. ZEN + watch this space :)

Way cool Derek. I've been asking the same question myself the last few years. Good luck down unda! (I'd like to know what you thought of Singapore and Asia. Did you blog about your experiences?) p.s. I'd like you to be a virtual guest speak for my professional business and life coaches group. Meets the first Thursday of the month at 11a ET. I'll send you an email to see if you have an interest. No worries if you don't.

Awesome! I'm Singaporean but fell in love with NZ years back while driving round South Island.

Which city/town are you based in? :)

Nice to see you've moved closer to Oz Derek! What a magical place to choose. NZ is simply stunning. Enjoy!!

Makes sense .you appear to be going for it.great question,great picture,stones are coming.if you. Want to break the fast.always good to hear about you.I enjoy your thought process, Karl

Suggestion: Video yourself sitting there, and watch it back...many times. You'll learn other stuff about the guy you're looking at.

why ami here? well, specifically because my mom and my dad had sex. why am i here now writing this comment? i was an original member of the host baby family and i'm on this email list. why am i here, where i'm writing this comment? my choice and my relationship with my partner. i play, record, produce and write music. i'm comfortable. i'm on medicare (so you know i'm over sixty five years of age). i got here by hard work, sacrifice, the daily challenge to learn and the desire to create. as stated by many others we are here as custodians/guardians not owners of our planet . use as you will and give back as you should. peace.
m)

how wonderful. I hope you've found what you've been searching for...within and out!..Sometimes we need peace all around to listen to our hearts.
It looks really beautiful Derek.

Sound good, Derek . . . . your authentic self can be at home wherever you go- cool! :)

This one hit home. I asked myself the exact same question almost 2 years ago. Exhausted, strung out and over-stressed, overweight, unhealthy, working two f/t jobs, I suddenly had the opportunity to move to SoCal. I hesitated, though, afraid to make that change. But then...frustrated from going back & forth...I shouted out to no one your exact phrase "Why am I here?" Answer: [crickets]. And, now, here I am, in my paradise, back to feeling me again. And, now, I know why I'm here. Thanks, Derek.

capturing memories of moments and scenery through lens can be fun then, and later, for your personal journey, and possibly for sharing:)

Hi Derek. Thanks for your thoughts and the beautiful picture. You're making me re-think where I am. I plan to really think about where I want to be. I admire you for making the moves that you do.

I needed to read this...one of those reminder posts I'm tacking up to the corkboard in gargantuan fonts. Part of the before-slumber and early- morning check-ins.

Derek,
Great question especially at this time of year. Seems to me that the real great thing is not only to question but to discover the answer and to do something about it. Obviously, you did! Good luck in NZ.

Ironically I'm just watching a documentary on the topic of "life after death".
Many of us who believe that we are simply "passing through" as we spend time on this planet, usually ask the the question "why am I here?" However it then becomes a much deeper question.

Wow!!! You live in part of my bucket list! Enjoy your new home!

I heard this same question from my 87 year old mom when she was in the hospital a week before she died. Her parents, her husband, her siblings, and all her friends had already died. I wasn't sure if she meant "the hospital" or "here on earth". I responded simply "it's where you are supposed to be for the moment". She accepted that.
I was a "back to the land" hippie from the 70's. I'm still living that dream...40 years on the homestead now. The Simple Life is a Good Life...for me.

Great inquiry posed Derek! I love this time of year for reflection and calibration!

Are you really there? At that place in the picture? Wow.

When I need peace and solitude I close the door. But New Zealand sounds much nicer.

You are so peripatetic.
☺ Nice word! — Derek

Awesome!!

Since you wrote about needing to leave the US, I've always wondered about whether "for a while" needs to be tacked on. Mostly because I'm not ready to move and not come back.

So this announcement really resonates with me. I'm asking the questions and the still want to be here in Vegas for a while, now making note to ask again next year, and often :)
I like for all preferences to have “… for now” added to the end. “I don't like peanut butter… for now.” “I like big cities … for now.” Nice to acknowledge that our tastes and needs change. — Derek

"I always wonder why birds choose to stay in the same place when they can fly anywhere on the earth, then I ask myself the same question." - Harun Yahya

Thanks for sharing.
Nice quote! Thank you! — Derek

We are here to learn where we need to be, and how that happens is being still so you will know where, "here" is. Always a delight hearing from you Derek.

Yes, I've dreamed of moving to the exact place you are. I also want to learn more about Asia. It seems to me that you are always a step ahead. So, you are where you'd like to be, that is a good thing. The picture is amazing. Thanks for sharing!

Recently I got active on certain websites focused on moving to NZ. I've put in a number of job applications. I'd really love to come there to teach, live and work. Likely someday I will....meanwhile I focus on my own writing, learning, playing (there are great musicians in Boston and I get to play with some of the finest of them).

I've asked that question frequently, and I know why I am here, but at the same time the reasons are also expiring. I need to go learn more about Asia first. I actually applied to about a dozen jobs in Singapore recently as well. I'm fascinated by Asia.

I want to go where I can contribute in a meaningful way. I want to live as an expat. I want to explore unfamiliar cultures, languages, food. I want to improve the lives of others, especially in "developing" countries. I want to help with developing our global (music) industry and the education and training programs that will require.

Emerging markets is a funny term,because it implies that somehow these more rapidly growing countries will eventually "emerge".

I am glad for your writing because they always make me think a little deeper and longer. I hope that one of these days we will have the chance to break bread, and look forward together to the journeys ahead.

I'd appreciate contact from other like-minded individuals, with the aim of swapping ideas, networking and potential cross-cultural collaborations. The best way to connect is via LinkedIn.com using my email address [email protected] here is my profile: http://www.linkedin.com/in/tomstein1/

Thanks Derek for writing and everyone else for the great comments.

What a great question and what an amazing answer! Well done, Derek! I can fully understand. Doing exactly the same thing - only going to Scotland - is still on my list to focus on writing. Something to look forward to and to - work for it. Till then I enjoy my current home and you will surely enjoy new home! Happy Holidays, Derek, and a happy New Year!

Perhaps you're an adventurer at heart, and possibly you've also discovered that home (and happiness) is where we choose it to be... Thanks for sharing your thoughts, it helps me think about "why am I here" as well.

Glad your writing again. I love the way you navigate this beautiful world.We met once at SXSW, and you were so present when we spoke. It reminded me to be that way as well when meeting new people. I went to Berklee, met my husband ( 31 years!) made some music, made some records, started a booking agency..I still do all of it--but i too wanted to be where i could have more quite and live by the sea..find a place I would thrive in emotionally. We moved to Nova Scotia and now I can add organic farmer to my description of what i do-who I am.. love the writing-- keep inspiring us! We all should remember we all do have the power to change-- and that moving about when we need change or changing up what we do for a living or how we navigate this world, is truly living.

You will be missed in Asia Derek, once again for an amazing post. Hope all your projects are going well

As always, a thoughtful and thought-provoking essay.

I moved several times inthe past few years and have just moved into a new house just after Thanksgiving. I had been living in weekly hotels and worse for the last 3 months and now I am home. Relocation is interesting and we all have our own reasons for it. I find the more I plan lately, the less things have worked out in the short run so for the holiday season, I am just going to go with the flow and see what happens. I am grateful to be where I am. Thanks for your email.

Being on the edge to cancel an old project by the end of the year (which taught me a lot about myself but feels like running out of fuel) and starting a new one (with the focus on implementing all the stuff I learned in the last years about myself and the things I really wanted to do from the beginning, without knowing them in the first run just because of a lack of experience) I can absolutely feel you.

I hope, I can manage it from where I live right now (because I promised my Dad on the deathbed to be there for my Mum and support her, when my heavy tabacco-smoking Dad died from lung cancer within 12 weeks since his diagnosis two years ago) - with some vacations into nature to take deep and clean breaths (will go hiking in the forests of West Germany with a deep connection to my childhood where I often choosed to play alone in the forest over playing competitive soccer games).

All of my best wishes to you, Derek. - Thank you for this woderful post.

I do feel you. - Stay focused.

That's awesome Derek! It sounds like an amazing place to do exactly what you want/need to be doing right now!

Very nice Derek. In my experience, once that question bubbled up...I had somehow deep down already set my eyes on the horizon looking for what was next. From Iowa City to Nashville to Madison to Los Angeles....and just recently back to the peaceful Midwest to Indianapolis. Hope you're finding your peace.

What if the answer is, "Because another person needs me to be here," or "Because other people need me to be here"?

Or, "Because I can't afford to be anywhere else for the indefinite future."

Moving on simply because you're ready is a luxury not everybody has. Be grateful for your good luck and proud of your good choices.
I would challenge those reasons. They're usually not true, and are hiding a more honest answer. Maybe you like feeling needed, or don't want to give up some things to be able to afford a move. But “can't” usually isn't accurate. — Derek

Inspire yourself! Your life fits you like your skin. If it's good for you then it's good for me.....freedom is free of the need to be free!

Derek, for the wanderlust set, can you share the *rest* of the story? About location and family, husband/father-hood, heart/soul, and head? Aren't there more pieces to this puzzle, or is it truly this simple?
One idea at a time. ☺ — Derek

Ummm, this sounds all very good for your own personal soul fulfillment, but what about your wife and child? Are they with you as you focus on your writing, coding and launching?

Quick read and good insight. We often need solitude to be creative -- but more importantly, it's about fulfilling your potential as a human being.

Good luck, Derek!

My most synchronistic and spiritually rewarding moments in life have been after letting go of a particular living pattern and walking through the doors of possibility. Knowing why you are doing anything is the key to living with awareness and thereby more effectively. Keep loving life (wherever you are) and thanks for continuing to inspire us Derek.

I look at that picture and I quote: "My gawd, is that thing real?!"

GREAT QUESTION, Derek.

I ask myself it, not in a geo-location sense, but in a "life progress" sense - often.

It helps me course correct when required, and make sure what I'm doing NOW is aligned with not just an over-arching purpose but what's currently of interest and kindles my passion.

Some things I've dropped along the way were ones I had once been intensely passionate about - but lost their charm somewhere, and were becoming burdensome.

On my blog, that I revived after reading your recent post, I wrote about it too - in a slightly different way: http://moneypowerwisdom.com/change/

When I was a young adult athlete I competed in Auwkland New Zealand but never made it down to Christ Church on the South Island. Also spent time in Brisbane, Australia. It is an extremely interesting time in my life and a stimulating part of the world for the indiginous culture and the wildlife. I hope you find peace of mind and productivity you seem to be searching for.

Thanks Derek - You got me thinking, Why are you here? became When are you "here"? (in the present) Looking forward to that Wood Egg Thailand guide! Cheers!

Isn't that amazing? This is a perfect example of what I call http://book.personalmba.com/five-fold-why/ 5 fold why!
☺ Nice one! — Derek

A beautiful choice, my friend! A place I'd love to see myself for solitude, peace, nature, natural beauty and fine people...
congratulations Derek! Stay in touch.

Once again, thanks for sharing this great post, Derek.

As for me, i'm happy to say i found the peace i was searching.
It doesn't depend on where I am, what I own, or who i'm with.
It might seem cliché, but i found that kind of peace through my spiritual connection with Jesus-Christ.
I could be without money, but if i still have Jesus, i would consider myself richer than Carlos Slim Helu, the (financially) richest man on earth.

I wish you all the work, focus, writing, and coding you need... And Jesus, the son of God. :-)

Thanks Derek for having this simple but insightful post. Moreover, It's a coincidence that I also plan to move to New Zealand next year. Hope that I will have chance to meet you there.
Best,
Trung

love it.
been asking the same questions from Hong Kong. spent the past 10 months in solitude (as much as you can be in Hong Kong) - surrounded by an amazing place i love.
yet the answer came back - it is not where i belong. not now...
moving...

I'm glad you have the luxury to be alone, be away and be free to do what you want to do intellectually. It's good for others to see you do that because it gives them something to strive for. I can't help feeling sorry for your family, though. Bet they miss you a lot~
Barb

They're here, and were part of the decision. I just tell the story with an “I” for simplicity. — Derek

You are where you are because of where you are. Thank you for taking the time to write.

Fabulous question, Derek. I need to ask myself the same. I'm most certainly a fan of solitude (sometimes to a fault, according to loved ones), but my experience/excuse to work in solitude is sometimes a distraction in itself. Distraction to avoid pausing, avoid realizing what I feel (or don't want to feel). Peace to you, Derek, in the space you find yourself.

DAMN! That one hit hard, Derek. Thanks. :)

thanks for this. Ask myself the same question everyday, "what am I doing here/why am I doing this job..etc?" 2014 escape plan.

I second coming to Perth...for no other reason than it would be cool to meet you, haha.

A good question is better than a good answer.

As always sharing your thoughtful, insightful self! My Guru, Paramahansa Yogananda (author of the spiritual classic "Autobiography of a Yogi") said "Solitude is the price of greatness."
For any wanting a peaceful place of solitude and anonymity with modern conveniences in Southern California email Brenda at [email protected] - for the flyer.

This article just kicked me in the ass.

The big reveal is you and I and all creation are created and purposed to give glory to God. Regardless of where you reside. The world wants to look elsewhere for reason but it always returns to the same answer. It's the sensitive spirit in humans that connect with God. After all being human means being made in the image of God; part intellect, part flesh and part spirit. Ask Him to reveal himself in your life. He will.

Hey Derek,
Nice choice! I drive down to a river near my house to write for about 1-2 hours as much as possible. When I don't get there I find the "noise" from the "real world" distracts me from my goals in life.

There is a great book called "Loving what is" by Byron Katie. She's got a great line that always brings me present when I'm not liking where I am (or how I got here). I'm paraphrasing but she basically says that you are meant to be where or else you would not be. To argue or hate it is insanity. If you listen to audiobooks I recommend it. Her voice is hypnotic.
Peace,
Brian

"You may ask yourself, well, how did I get here?
Letting the days go by, let the water hold me down" ..

Regardless of where we are, the question is "am I doing what I should be doing?" If the answer is " I'm not sure" or "no", then "what do I do to make sure" and " what is holding me back and when do I start?"
Island Frank

I love this. I think that if most if us asked ourselves this while working the extra hours we might remember that when we are gone, work will replace us. But waiting at home is the one (or are the ones) that never could. And suddenly the value of being there instead of here becomes crystal clear. Thanks for the question!

Derek I am happy for you. You are a true Renaissance man. Man, I am sure with that view South Island is solitude. After all Ihave been thru...I ask...why am I still here?

You are inspiring Derek.
You be where you want to be!

How lovely... that alone is a good reason to be there. Asking yourself why you are in a place is a good question to ask yourself. I asked myself that when I was living in Nevada and the next thing I knew I was living in Portland.

Thanks Derek for being where you are and always everywhere else as well. I'm reading what you write and am greatful. Luck on you.

Hahaha I so didn't see that coming. So there you are. You made me laugh while walking down the street in Santa Monica. I once write a song about the myth of the location of success, called The Next Seattle http://cdbaby.com/joematzzie.
Anyway, the question of why am I here is obviously 2 questions; the events that brought you here, and the purpose or thing you're supposed to get, or role you're supposed to play. Maybe the events that brought you here are the correct answer. Maybe there is no purpose, no meaning. Maybe it's absurd and funny.
Go where thy coca cola hat leads.

Derek, I think this is the most interesting thing I have heard from you. I don't think I'll say any more for the moment. But I take this seriously.
Terry

Rest for your soul. It is what you want. ''I want silence, solitude, and wide open spaces.'' If the picture you sent represents the nature that you can see every day then I understand your inspiration for writing something like this. You can consider yourself a happy man.

Very cool. I have been asking myself "why am I here" on many levels

I attended an IHI conference the other day and heard that, "You cannot fatten a cow by weighing it." The speak was referring to "improvement projects" vs "research projects. The concept was, of course, intended to apply to "data" and not getting too hung-up on the measurement and lose sight of making positive change. Long story long....your blurb made me think of the "cow quote" and question the value of frequently asking ourselves questions like "why am I here". On one hand, it's great. You ensure you're not caught in the muck (in the purposeless or just in the wrong place) and lose site of the more important goal. On the other hand, how much time and energy are we spending on the "measurement"...that could be spent on living. I am confident that you are living out there Derek. Just make sure that you are!

Your so fortunate !

Way to go Derek. Might as well live in a beautiful area. I met Anthony McNaught from England yesterday and he has traveled around the world and he said "When I arrived in Capitola, I knew this was it" and he has been here for over thirty years.

You are bold and courageous, with a wander-lust I admire and with which I can identify. You will make the world a smaller place with increased connections and understanding by your ability to relocate and live fully. Shine on!

Nice!!!

Heh, as a kiwi, that was a nice wee surprise at the end.

Of course, that picture is from Southland rather than Nelson, but we'll let that slide.

Welcome aboard!

Yay!!!

More than a solitary yet powerful question, this seems to me to be an exercise of sorts. One that I am particularly familiar with at present. The question, one of the earlier steps, is followed by an answer... Repeat until no valid answers pop up.
Then, if answers were aligned with your perceived purpose or goals, smile and continue, or change! If answers were echoed by contradictions, continue to next step. Next step is evaluating goals and aspirations from the context of where you physically are. Funny you talk about coding... I don't anymore but I still see the logic statements do this till then, if then else... This kind of thing must be glaring for someone who is developing code constantly.
Once goals, aspirations, wants, needs have been clearly defined, establish a plan to right the course. Then... But probably not lastly, do it.
My trouble is getting caught up around these last couple of bits. Funny that they also happen to be the ones I least describe. In fact if I really think about it, its the last one that is the issue. Doing it. I can't help but wonder if I've messed up in a previous step... Goals not defined accurately, what if I don't really know what I want.. or need? But I do, right? Sure I do, so enough false starts and on with doing it. Point A (where I am) is here, point B, that place I have characterized, is, well... There... But it's the gazillion points in between that cause the uncertainty, the gory details! I'll summarize, prepare the house for sale (finish the damn bathroom tile!), submit notice to terminate employment (if I'm honest, and I make it a point to be, I can't wait for this!) Donate, sell, pack, hide, worldly possessions... This is a summary?!... Bla bla bla place to live, three dogs, New source of income (damn the man), yada yada.
The alternative? Drive into Wilmington in the morning lamenting the inadequate length of time you just spent with the 5 of the most important mammals in your life. Work... I should be more enthusiastic but am not.. and drive home for the whirlwind that will be the 1 to 1.5 hours spent with the little one before bed. Then reload for the next day, read too long into the night.
So, put that way, the answer is obvious, right? Damn habits... Damn path of least resistance, damn illusions.
-Sam

Why are you there? Most likely to find the door into the Lonely Mountain and fight Smaug :) Have fun, looks great and thanks for adding another place to my list of future temporary homes!

New Zealand, On my bucket list to visit. Congratulations on your move.

My recent health challenges have increased my "why am I here" questions and more from a spiritual perspective than a physical one.

We are here to host and personify Love in Spirit and in Truth.

It is very admirable when one is able to ask the question "why am I here?" and, not finding the right answer, to pick up and move to a different location. Most people are tied to a place where they live by many different external and internal factors.

Refreshing. Thank you.

I'm here to observe, learn, teach, and help other's along the way as much as I can when I can. I'm here to create things I enjoy creating - share it with other's if and when I think it is ready and hopefully enjoy them enjoying what I create. And all along the way have as much fun as possible while doing all of that no matter where I'm doing it. Something like that - I think. :)

Why am I here? Because I'm lucky. To quote Mr. Allen "The man who said "I'd rather be lucky than good" saw deeply into life. People are afraid to face how great a part of life is dependent on luck. It's scary to think so much is out of one's control. There are moments in a match when the ball hits the top of the net, and for a split second, it can either go forward or fall back. With a little luck, it goes forward, and you win. Or maybe it doesn't, and you lose." Now I could say this year I lived in London, Paris, and San Francisco, and that I was surrounded by the world's most beautiful woman, and some of the world's most intelligent men. I could also say that I, as I often have in my life, went places and saw things that no amount of money or power could buy. All of which is true. But am I here for a reason? Because I'm talented? Because I work hard? It's doubtful. I believe it's just luck and always has been.

I know a few people in Singapore and I'm always surprised at how long anyone that isn't from there sticks around because I never found it that stimulating. One of my friends lives there specifically to work on his startup free from distraction so surprised to hear you moved away to find solitude. NZ looks gorgeous and someplace I have always wanted to visit. I wish you much luck in your pursuit of happiness and fulfillment. I do hope that our paths cross in 2014. xo

That was beautiful. Thank you, Sir.

Great article, again! Made me think...Would love to move, but not easy, maybe our minds are not as free as yours, Derek:) It is great to see that you're exploring the world and by reading these, it's almost like, we go to those place with you :)

I ask the same question all the time. It can get very spiritual when you really delve into it. I'm not sure how deep I can get here. But I wish you a very Happy Holidays.

"I want to work all day while listening to nothing but birds and wind in the trees." <- I thought you had a kid now!

Congratulations on your move, Derek. And all the best for accomplishing what you have set out to accomplish.

And thanks for this article!

So good to hear that you answered the question with action. I'm in the same boat as cinderkeys (comment 64).

The best: " Be here now" -Ram Das.

Blessings.

Beautiful! :)

If you ever feel like a walk, hit me up!

Great Move, nothing better than the smell of fresh air, birds singing in the background, fish jumping in and out of the wavelets of a lake or river. I am relating to a place of peace so one can focus on writing, having peace and joy, without interruption of pollution, noise and negativity. I can relate to your decisions. Well done :)

Welcome back to New Zealand Derek! And thanks for the reminder. I often find my 'now' self stuck in places my 'old' self created - physically and mentally. Big luvs and hugs from Wellington! Well, technically Porirua lol <3

You are so insightful. Thank you for always challenging me to think. And to act.

Exactly. Like someone that lives in a huge house, but spends all their time in just one room. We live in a huge (earth-sized) house. Kind of silly not to visit other rooms, if you can. — Derek

I like the way your mind works; also, the question in your reply: "Why are you in my bed?" ~ wow. powerful. possibly ~ likely: life changing~ regardless of what answer comes from within.

Celestine Prophecy. That picture triggered Redfield's manuscript; which leads me to share with you our connection~ that Celestine Prophecy says is NOT a coincidence~ cuz there AIN'T none of them! ha~

Your friend, the attorney who was tragically killed by the sheriff while biking on a bike path. Several days before your writing rebirth, a friend who I hadn't communicated with but a few times in the last 20 years, told me of the tragedy, and triggered discussion on safety of biking, etc..... then, your blog post came out.....my subconscious must have put the pieces together and a quick google, and the triangle had been formed.

I love this life.
Thanks for being 1 of my mentors! You are quite influential in spreading positive emotion and self worth. Although the circumstances of your return to sharing your thoughts were tragedy and sadness, I for one am joyful every time I see your name in my in box.

Thank you for this post man. happy holidays!

Well, the video looks pretty close to paradise. Good luck in paradise! May it bring great focus and work. Best wishes for a happy holiday season.

Derek, my forever friend, as long as you are writing code again, please build a connector to your stuff for us ERP people. Sivers is global, baby.

What a nice move. When we're older it won't be so easy to pick up go so we must take advantage of the youthfulness we have. Then we'll have no regrets when we settle down for the very last time.

One of the great philosophical questions but with the esoteric punctuated with practical to allow access to those seek to learn. As usual, great to hear from you Derek.

Derek,

I was going to be in Singapore soon and was hoping to meet up with you. I wanted to introduce you to Incremental Reading, to thank you for your Anki post.

A little sad to hear this, but I definitely understand. Here is the Anki addon, hope you get a chance to play with it:

https://ankiweb.net/shared/info/2880922486

Michael

Great move!! Beautiful view :-) I was visiting Singapore in February and hoping to catch up with you. But now you're in NZ and also NOT social :) enjoy your time Derek.

Damn, I love the south island of NZ and it is my eventual retirement home. Great location.

"Why Am I Here", is a great question I feel,,,
Is it related to the question " Who Am I",,,?

Where will the answers come from,,,?

What part of the south island? Dunedin is my favorite city, with the university there and also the penguins and albatrosses. When I was there, I played an open mic night and guest bass played with a heavy metal band at a great rock club. So much fun.

Interesting. I agree that with one life we should do what we can do be happy. Especially those of us with such options. However, 99.9% of the world don't have the luxury of choice like that. Some just want clean water to drink or family. Thanks for sharing.

First of all, thank you Derek for the pause that your quiry provided in my evening. I feel that we can all benefit by more frequently taking a moment or two, or longer to observe our present. How do we feel? Are we happy? Are we growing? Are we giving a positive energetic to our world as we are passing through it?
Expansion, I believe is why we are here. To take an individual and collective movement forward and enrich our experience, as well as that of our fellow planetary inhabitants in the process. And...to have fun!
If we do indeed create our own reality, and I believe we do...then we get to take responsibility for all of it. We get to continually adjust our experience to have it reflect exactly as we want it to.
As it is said..."wherever you go, there you are"...Love yourself, love each other and the world is suddenly your home, wherever in it you may find yourself.
Thanks Rog for sharing the link to this.
Peace, Love and Music...Cheers all!

Beautiful.

Very thought provoking. For me it's the opposite - I found my paradise on a little Canadian Island 20 years ago but now I am feeling the call of the city. Not sure why... maybe people need change?

great question, nice answer

You never disappoint. So glad to know you.

I love this. And I agree, it's always important to ask Why Am I Here? I personally always ask myself "How Did I get here?" And not just location- birth, earth, and creation- all of it. I do believe in God and that He created us- and that He created us each with a purpose. Big or small-it's all big. We can all have a big influence to those around us- in person, or virtually. I dream of the same things as you, though, to work/create all day but around nature. For now, though, I helped give birth and create two tiny souls who rely on me (and live on me) but I dream to sit in solitude- but for now I will appreciate my 18 month old laying beside me in bed while I type you this note. I pray for you, I appreciate you and you have changed my life - CDBaby, Music- and your kindness and posts. Keep up the fabulous work. Your honest posts inspire and give me boldness to write from my heart as well. Take Care.- Tiana

Go to Milford Sound and contemplate just how rain they get and how deep the water. Look at a map and discover the nearest landfall to the west of the sound. it is very far.

Great choice! I've travelled around but NZ is my home, it is definitely a lifestyle I enjoy.

Great choice! I've travelled around but NZ is my home, it is definitely a lifestyle I enjoy.

Thank you for your thoughts. They're always appreciated. I'm trying to figure out why I'm here on earth.

Derek, you are here because you were created by God for HIS OWN ENJOYMENT. You are here because HE wants to share with you HIS plan for your life and HIS Kingdom. It does not mean that what you are doing right now is not what God would want for you. He has blessed you with GREAT insight and talents. You did not get that from yourself. Its His gifts to you. Your ideas that bless mankind are the very thing HE accomplishes through you. The Lord however is wooing you. He desires to hear from you. He waits in great expectation every hour of every day to hear you speak to HIM...to acknowledge Him...to give Him credit for all that you know and accomplish. Begin to call on Him and receive the free gift of salvation by accepting His son into your heart and become a huge part of His Kingdom. Then youll never ask again 'why am I here?' youll know why and begin to grow in a bigger understanding of your full and complete assignment on earth. Youre not finished yet! Think on how glorious it would be to get all of your new assignments from the Creator of the Universe! Now there is a project for ya! NO CORPORATE THINK TANK CAN COMPARE! Hes on standby right now...how long are you going to make HIM wait? He loves you sooooo much!

Wow. This post just blew me away. It might be because I would love to move to the South Island for a few months, or it could be because I do a lot of stuff without really thinking about it too much.

Thanks for this, Derek.

Your musings landed here RIGHT ON TIME for me, Derek. I'm here for OLD reasons which have expired! Thanx! I'm gonna sit in the sun for a week and figure it out (by relaxing completely and lettin' it FLOW!) Will exit that process with NEW reasons to ...?
You're the wonderfullest! :-)

That's really good reasoning, Derek!

I'm where I am for great reasons, although I'd rather be somewhere else (probably for the wrong reasons!) Luckily, the universe has seen fit to glue me to where I am despite myriad attempts to break free! But that's another topic.

Enjoy the island for me.

Today I was asking myself "where am I?" And "why am I so often in unfamiar places". I'll try asking "why am I here?" I bet it will help answer my other questions in a more satisfying way.

Love your blog.... How do you know where your supposed to be?
How do you break a 20 year pattern ( when you're 50 ) ?
Anyway....

Thank you for sharing. How curious! I recently asked myself the same question. Now I've decided I'm going to Bahia, Brazil. I'm in process of clearing the space. It makes total sense. We get lost in the state of least resistance -- idleness in the midst of senseless routine.

Gorgeous decision Derek, Is the family along ? I recently went to work for Tesla so I could participate in changing the world. It is a frenetic and arduous environment. I love it ( Mostly ) but there are challenges and days that I have questions. I haven't run out of answers yet. Cheers !

You are fortunate to have the choices you have but you have found the way to be able to do that. I know I am here to play the piano but mostly I think it's just to be nice to people and try to leave the world a better place. Music is one way to do that.

rada

Confucius said: "No matter where you go, there you are." Capture the spirit, enjoy your new peace!
I think that was Austin Powers. ☺ — Derek

Really enjoyed reading this. Stimulating and thought provoking for sure, but it just starts to get interesting when it ends!!! Does not every arrival in a desired and longed for destination, start out with heightened awareness and exuberant focus? Would like to see where the story goes :-)
So yes, examine your life and take inventory of what you set out to do, what you actually did and what you want to do from here on in. If you can relocate at the drop of a hat to a place you long to be, why not?

“Why am I here” and “where do I stand” are the 2 questions I often ask myself, so that I can survive this violent and unjust world.
When I meditate on these phrases, I clearly feel I am the result of the ultimate Love. A kind of Love that never dies, just like the Sun. This tells me where I have come from, what is my mission, and where I am going to go after I accomplish my mission. Whatever it is, it is not worldly, but this physical world is the place where I have to learn, experience, grow and eventually return to where I came from.
I am quite confident about the mission I have to accomplish. My mission is to be like the Sun that heats all of us unconditionally; the Sun that is “needless”.
I am here to learn how to become “needless” because that’s the only way I can give unconditionally. I am here to learn that my pre-written destiny, whatever it is, is the best and I should not fight against because no matter how much I fight, I cannot change something that is already written, so I am learning to let go and float on the waves of the ocean.
I am here to represent the ultimate Love, through my “actions”, not through bunch of meaningless words --- and through things that can make a difference – through bringing something new to people’s lives that can make them experience the feeling of “dimension”, “gravity” and “peace”. Music brings peace into our lives, and through my music and my projects that engage people more closely with music I am aiming to bring a different kind of peace into this cruel world…

Be here now, especially when encountering wild Nature. Brute

Could I ask how you chose the South Island in New Zealand out of all the amazing places in the world?

Notice I said how and not why?
Research. A visit. A hunch. Language. Immigration laws. A bunch of these factors lined up right. Other runners-up were Finland, Brazil, Chile, Thailand, and Australia. — Derek

If you haven't already done so, you need to fly fish for the magnificent brown trout of the Nelson area. They say that fly fishing is a wonderful meditation.

Hi Derek!
So goodbye Singapore, for real? No more 6 months here, 6 months there.
I just spent 2 months in SG and came back to France last week.
Great city though.
All the best for 2014 and yes, trees and birds are the way to go :-)

Cheers,
We'll see. ☺ I love and miss Singapore. And I'm still officially a resident. — Derek

On a much smaller scale and shorter cycles I also go through phases of being very social (usually in summer) to quite reclusive in the winter. I live as modestly as possible and would be happy to stay indoors for most of the three months of cold. I enjoy being up in the wee hours when the night belongs to no one but me; there's not a sound and my mind can go anywhere.

How wonderful for you; it is so beautiful and peaceful - that one need never ask "Wy am I here?" The answer will always be obvious (for peace); but of course we don't ALWAYS need peace. Now is the time for you there - and you will have other times somewhere else. I have been wishing to be somewhere else: living in a cottage on a cliff somewhere on the English Coast… whee I can see and hear the sea - and walk each day to a tiny town to pick up the post and buy my necessaries. THEN I will ONLY write for my bread (and wine). Think that for me, please.

so;you've moved again!!!
Merry christmas Derek!

Derek, I had a chance to hear you speak a few years back at a music conference in LA.

I remember people cramming in like sardines for the chance to hear you, and you did not disappoint. The question "how do I make it" must have been asked of you 30 times in a row in different phrasings and levels of panic, yet you were unfailingly helpful, wise, gentle, generous, scrupulously kind yet always slightly amused -- by yourself more anyone or anything.

And while the knowledge you shared was great, I think people got even more out of your centeredness. You radiate "it's all going to be okay – it already is."

Thanks for this post. It makes me happy to know where you are on the planet.
Wow! Thanks Bryan! That's about the best compliment I could ever imagine! I really appreciate it. — Derek

Wow. Congrats on the move. Don't forget to write about any new adventures as you assimilate into the surroundings.

This is the question I ask myself every January when I'm shoveling snow in sub-zero weather. And the answer is always "because I was born here." Dumb answer. Starting to take some steps to explore other parts of the world. Taking a recon trip to Nashville next week. I feel like moving South.
☺ Shoveling snow for my 30th winter is what got me to leave New York (Woodstock). I hope I never have another snowy winter. Growing up in Chicago, Boston, and New York was enough snow for one lifetime. — Derek

Yeah. :)

Derek - you're married right? I imagine this was a group decision? :)

Do you look around the room and say "Why are WE here?" What if the answers/conclusions are different?

I love South Island! Heavenly beautiful place on earth =)

Awesome! I'm a Java developer (from Russia).
I like silence, wide open spaces, beautiful nature like you do.
And my dream is to move to New Zealand, to live and to work there.
So, my question is: how?
Because your story sounds like "I said to myself that I wanted to move to NZ and I moved". That easy? What about work? Visa? Citizenship?
For me it looks like VERY difficult thing to do...How?

Thank you!
The immigration website is very thorough and the process is totally transparent. They're very open to talented people immigrating here. — Derek

So important to ask ourselves that question regularly. Also important to step out of our comfort zone when we no longer have a 'why' in regards to our current situation. I know New Zealand will treat you well. Look forward to seeing what new ideas/thoughts you produce in the future. All the best.

Thanks for another good post.

Long ago I've seen one of your interviews, where you mentioned you've moved to Singapore with your wife. That's probably is just one or two years and then you're in New Zealand. That's awesome agility, but what is particularly interesting for me - how do you agree and arrange with your significant other? You move easily, does she do so? What about her friends, job, plans etc? Could you write about that, because speaking of myself I can imagine rapidly moving, but cannot even think about telling my beloved that hey, let's spend a couple of years in the other part of the world. And of course I don't know what to if/after she says 'no'.

Thanks, and have a good time there!
On our 2nd date, I asked her, “How would you feel about living in the rest of the world for the rest of your life?” She said yes, so we had a 3rd date. ☺ It was a condition of being with me, from the beginning. — Derek

Welcome to New Zealand, Derek. Your post was literally very close to home. I am also currently asking myself: Why am I here?

That looks beautiful! I have lived in the same state my entire life. I only lived in 2 cities in that state. I guess the reason I stay is I really have no desire to leave. I always am amazed at the change of seasons as they are like snowflakes and never the same. I admire you for having the courage to move where your heart takes you, but I'm content to stay still.
Awesome. The point is not to move. Usually the “Why am I here?” question is just a nice reminder of why you are there. — Derek

... and the rest of us kiwis just take it all for granted. I live in Auckland, but I'm a mainlander at heart! Welcome home Derek.

Oh my gosh! That's such a beautiful picture and place! I'd love to see that in person.

Now, getting to the question, it's such a good one. I like the logic that if you have for the answer: "Either it will re-focus your reasons for being where you are, or it will make you realize your reasons have expired and you should be somewhere else." Without it being explained like this before, I identify with it because that's what I've been doing in life. You've just put it in words so plain. Right now, I'm needing to re-focus after settling in and getting things in place the way I'd like...still a few more things to do though. After that, a big refocus is coming up. However, maybe a vacation first. :-)

WOW! You must be a clairvoiyant. Your timing for that question is amazing! that picture is beautiful and a great place to be. Now that you are there, are you ever coming back?
I hope to keep moving forward, never back. — Derek

Why? Because...Hell Yes!
So I've heard a wise man say.

Your comments come at a most appropriate time. I've just pulled the trigger on a retreat. To a place for quietude. For stillness. To recognize the in-between that I'm living. To give space to what is emerging
Because space is prayer. And space is trust. And space allows time to unfold in a non-linear way.

This seems like easy questioning when someone has unlimited funds in the bank. Most people these days can barely pay their rent, let alone up and move from Singapore to New Zealand. Having said that, the message that should be gleaned from your blog is that one should always question where they are and why they are there. Who makes these decisions and haven't they changed since then? It doesn't necessarily mean you move geography; maybe it means you move from your relationship, your job, your friends, your habits. Hopefully, your readers will apply this great message and apply it to their lives in the spirit you intended.

Poetry! Utter Poetry. Thank you for your words -- the time you take to write. Why am I here in Whitefish, MT. Exhilaration. Laying down the last of the story. Picking up where I left off. Rediscovering love, both for self and other(s). Here, is sweet and savory right now. Happy Merry Festivas to you friend, may you and your loved ones fully know the reflection of love you bring to the world. Joyous Holy Days to you friend, may you and your loved ones fully know the reflection of love you bring to the world. We feel you. Your brilliance in the world is known. Thank you for the light. Aho.

Here. Laying down the last of one story. Picking up the continuation of another. Beginning again. Here. Yes. Here.

Most of us are where we are because of decisions we made years ago.
But are those reasons still current for what we need now? Ask again

Very good article . same question why I am at home when husband is still working at night to make both ends meet . You are working so moving from country to country . Not all people can do that . they cannot move to another city . they have one job just got it and are stuck with it .

thanks for sharing..love how you keep asking and getting different answers.

Been there, loved it with all my heart. Yet I have a question for you, Derek: what if your heart pulls you to a place like that, everything in you sighs: "Yes, this is where I want to be"(and I mean: realistically: you can work there, you have already lived there, your ancestors were born there etc) ... but your family does not want/dare to join you?

Can you shape shift from man to hobbit, elf to dwarf, wizard to fool, there? Or I get the point . . . and I want to imagine all the shapes are something else, and hear all the names of all the plants in all the languages . . . umm, the elemental composition of the rocks before me, and to see them in both slow and fast motion, waving their quantum booties . . and so forth . . good night . . .

Bravo! I relate - it's good to hear someone else's self-Q & A. Enjoy.

I felt quite happy reading this post.
I'm excited to see what comes out of this new adventure. All the best.

P.S. Are you acquainted with Trey Ratcliff? I noticed he was in New Zealand recently too.

Derek... IDK wtf you are talking about, but what I do know is that I hate my job and want to be doing better and that you seemingly know more than me about how to make it in life. Can you help me do better, please?
Brian
(832) 247-0352

Remember me of Richard Bach, and their amazing books. Love this. Suerte!

Nelson is a great place to raise a family, good on ya Derek! I'll visit in a few years when we make the move to Wellington. :)

Nice move my friend. Before I die, I will see this beautiful country with my own eyes.

What a great payoff! (And reminder). Live it up, Derek!!!

Daymn! Why am I here, reading this? Easy answer; always a 'mind altering' fascinating read from you Derek :)

Hey Derek,

that's the worst decision you can make in my opinion. NZ is such a bad place to live. I also like to write code and hack on Linux, but the total isolation really drove me nuts paired with the bad climate. Yes, the landscape might be nice for the first time, but after a few months I got really depressed there and just wanted to get out.

I attended meetups and stuff, but there are other things where NZ just sucks:
a) safety: Asia feels much safer than New Zealand to me. Just try to go out in a park in the night. Where I lived you don't want to do that..
b) inconvenience: Asia has convenience stores everywhere, so many good food choices, etc. NZ has nothing. Post office close at 5pm and open until late meant 6pm in a Starbucks.wtf?
c) Boring: nothing to do except enjoying the landscape and doing some adventures outside, but the lack of people events and culture is nothing for me.
d) A country designed for cars, not people.
e) Housing sucks. Not kidding, enjoy the winter on the south island
f) Violence and drugs: There are many youth gangs in NZ

The unfolding adventure continues. Best wishes Derek!

I take it you're single.

Hi Derek!
As always, I hope that you are happy in NZ.
I have a good friend that received an Emmy for his work on Barney Miller, probably 35 years ago or so. Anyway, he left LA right after the award, and moved to NZ. He still lives there with his family.
All the best!

I think my reason has long expired!

I've some serious health issues, but that doesn't stop me from reevaluating my life periodically like this. I may not be able to change locations, so when I ask why am I here, I'm asking why am I hereo n this earth, and am I doing what's right for me in this moment, for the greater good of myself and others. I love that you actually change places, but obviously that's not necessary to refresh ourselves. Just being aware and conscious can keep us in the right groove.

Thanks for such an inspiring post. NZ must be beautiful.

Hey Derek, we are now neighbours.. when you feel like a distraction again and socializing... drop over to Australia and we can entertain you here in Melbourne!

Very good essay. I will give it some thought, as I always have actually. I'm here because God has some plan for me that I haven't figured out yet.
I am here in this bedroom i live in because I needed a place to recuperate from weird people and my sickness this year. It will only get better from now on!

How did you just "move" to New Zealand?
Are you on a 6 month work visa? Did they just let you in?
I have had some great social encounters (via facebook) with peole in New Zealand... Do not 'Just' be a hermit... Get out and meet people as well...
You will not regret it.

Kia ora, Nau mai, Haere mai ki Aotearoa (Hello and Welcome to NZ), enjoy your time here.

We are here to use our God-given resources (natural & intellectual) to make the earth a better place; to make a difference in lives and the environment. To turn man back to his Creator.

You ask “Why am I here?” You list reasons which make me feel sad. I don’t quite know why.

You say were once social … now you are not. You say you crave intellectual stimulation … yet you also long for silence, solitude, and wind open spaces.

You are in Nelson New Zealand … to work … focus … write … launch. A place where all the things you need reside. From what I read, a wonderful place for someone as creative as yourself.

Forgive me ... I’ve been feeling melancholy all day. Perhaps that’s why some of your post made me feel sad. (again I don't know why) Twenty five years ago I more or less lost my Dad. (His body died three months later.)

Twenty five years ago I lost the freedom to choose where, how, and WHY I lived. Eventually giving up my job … and dreams … to care for my invalid mother. A sad broken woman who had abused me horribly throughout my childhood.

Before his death … I promised my Dad I would be a good daughter and keep Mom safe.

I believed in order to be worthy of unconditional love … I had to be willing to give it.

I believed treating my Mom better than she had treated me … might help heal my bruised and weary soul.

While I paid a terrible price for my decision … I don’t regret my choice.

Mom died five years after Dad … I’ve been struggling ever since to regain my balance and my health.

I spent twenty five years trying to reconnect with my brother (and only sibling). The hope of our being family to one and other fueled my spirit.

Twenty five years writing, studying computer programming, microcomputer repair, music, painting, drawing, taking photographs (my brother & father had been photographers), and pouring my soul into a book about my struggle to become whole despite my abuse.

I’m sad and out of sorts because my brother died last October and I have no remaining family. In my heart of hearts I’d always hoped he and I would reconnect one day and sort out the horrors of our childhood together.

So today … the day my Dad suffered his first horrible heart attack … I long for family more than other days. My brother was the same age as my Dad was when he died.

When my brother died I lost the biggest WHY for my being here. So on days like today … when the pain of losing everyone I once held dear me fills me with unspeakable longing. I struggle to find good reasons for being.

I wish I could be as resolute as yourself. I admire your ability to live life. Your journey and the path you walk are the stuff dreams are made of.

I enjoy reading your posts.

I've been a gypsy spirit all of my life Derek, so I feel you on this! Closest thing I've come to being able to experience the beauty of where you're at right now, when living in Hawaii about 40 years ago... Keep those creative juices flowing brother!

Sincerely,

Grateful Ed aka MrNDVERSE:-0~

sup D, first of all I must say I'm happy for you and sincerely wish you all the best, but for me from what I've experienced, come to understand and still learning is; it's not where you are it's who you are and whom one has chosen to honor.

I love it! :) I'm still young and have the travel bug, want to travel and travel a lot, experience and explore more, but in the end I think I'm going to end up in a peaceful place like New Zealand, too. Nature is a magical place like music. We spend too much time sitting inside while human beings were not born to sit all days long.

Well you certainly picked a great place for silence, solitude and wide open spaces. Having just returned from 2 weeks in the South Island we were constantly wondering why we couldn't see any signs of civilisation no matter which direction we looked. Though the scenery is so magnificent it also may be a distraction at times!

Must say, a good thought to drive us inward. Will get more support once we accept the limitations of our body and mind to go beyond, I guess..

Correction to quote in post #85: "Seclusion is the price of greatness." (Seclusion; not solitude)

Now comes the question - what is the difference? One cursory definition is that seclusion is the state of enjoying one's solitude, while solitude may otherwise equate with loneliness.

Funny. I am in the same situation as you. I live in a city but this month, I have taken a holiday to progress in my projects.
That's a great lesson you are sharing with us.
Thanks.

Because in a previous life you were a hobbit?

I am forever thinking of/and longing for another place called "THERE"..I have always acted on that desire all of my life and usually when I get :THERE"....it becomes "HERE" so then I start looking for another "THERE"...........It does my head in....I have resided to the fact that I am just a "Nomadic hippie".

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Eyeopening, thanks for sharing this insight. We never think about we why we are somewhere at a certain point. It gives me the feeling I should think about this kind of stuff more often. Thank you very much and happy holidays to you!

Peace, bro.
-T

Hi Derek,
Suggest you find a microlight school, go up for an hour and if you like it, go for a licence. When you fly solo in any aircraft you are totally in the moment and totally focussed.
For the duration of the flight your destiny is absolutely in your own hands and has been described as meditation in motion.
Then there's the scenery!
☺ No need to convince me. It's been on my TO-DO list for many years. — Derek

Ha! Brilliant.

Reminds me of a joke.
A Postgraduate of Philosophy came to college. It was the first day.
And the guard asked him three profoundest question of Philosophy.
'Who are you? '
'Where are you from? '
'Where are you going to? '

Nice question, but I would analyze it's deeper meaning, why am I here in this planet, in this universe? Because at the end of the day, it's not important where you are, but who you are and how can you be useful to this world:)))

Well, perhaps we have evolved to this point of puzzled awareness, so we are able to this question (and others). New Zealand is a great place to be aware in. I wish you happy holidays derek.

Hell Yeah!

Derek, this is Great. Like just about everything that you write, blog, publish, do, lecture...it's GREAT! Here's my question: from the gutter of Normal People's Lives, how do we be like you? I'd love to move to New Zealand's South Island. I'd love to have had great lives in California, Portland, London, New York, Singapore (well, I've had great lives in CA & NY), so what's the formula? Literally, logistically, what's the code? How do you handle emigration issues? How do you just MOVE to New Zealand's South Island, and live and work in the Garden of Eden on your computer? I'm sure you have an idea about how Anyone can do it if You can: you just have to have the will, the imagination to make it happen. But I feel a little stuck. I read blogs from great, TED Talk-giving geniuses like you, and each time I think, "Yeah, what the FUCK am I DOING? WHY AM I HERE? YEAH!!!!?" And no question: asking myself the question of 'Why I'm Here' is beyond valid. But I also often find my face pressed up against the glass, watching the moving lips of a motivational speaker whose transcontinental, pancultural life is supposed to motivate me (and on whose former company/website I sell a trickle of music), and I end up thinking, "Sure, I'd love to live on New Zealand's South Island and study Asian cultures from Singapore, but here I am, being me, and it doesn't sound nearly as exciting as being you." So, what's the catch? Am I just not actualized enough? If not, why not? Where does Sivers end and I begin? When is it time to shut off the motivational speakers' conduit and accept the more modest conditions of my own reality, that I don't have the success or money to move to any country I want and live life on a desired level of charm? I ask, as a plebian. Surely we can't all be as great as you, can we? What would be the definition of Great, then? And - I love and respect you - or your brand...no shit. Yes, thank you for sharing, inspiring, enlightening...but how do I get from the trenches to New Zealand's South Island, where I'm welcomed indefinitely as a foreign national? Do you have an easy answer up your sleeve, as a Great?
Great question. I actually don't mean for my life to motivate anyone. Really I wish my example would be ignored, and you'd just take the theme or lesson instead. This wasn't about New Zealand or Singapore or me. It's only about regularly asking yourself why you're doing what you're doing, and making a change if it's time. That could mean quitting drinking, or moving in with your girlfriend, or applying to nursing school, or switching to an apartment down the block with a better view. Read it metaphorically and apply it to your situation. (That said, 4-Hour Work Week has great tips on how to do world-travel type things for way cheaper than you imagined.) — Derek

Derek

I think this is admirable question to answer but before that comes (I think) Who am I? I say this only because many (or is that most) people don't know who they are beyond a bushel of acquired skills, a job title and auto-biographical referencing. Absent an answer to that question, to leave one place and substitute it for another - no matter how tranquil - will only leave people wanting more, or something else. (The mind's belly is never full after all.) For me, I have three children aged 17, 14 and 10 and they come first. That said my parents lived a very peripatetic life when I was a child and I coped. But the one thing it's taken me a long time to find is a place I can call home. I think, even if we only live in one place for a while, we still need somewhere we feel settled, close to nature and without the pressure to look.

Sorry that's probably way too long an answer. For you, I can understand the need to stretch and to understand what life is all about, but as I said for most people substituting a locus in quo is no substitute for asking Who am I.

Best wishes
Julian.

PS. Please, please keep writing.

That is funny-I read this on a phone screen so I didn't see the punch line up front but all the while I kept thinking you would move to OZ or NZ and here you already had...

Enjoy... It looks amazing!

I have the same sense of "no one place-yet anyway-is the be all end all home" for me, which is probably why I am still bouncing country to country doing gigs.

Maybe some people are just meant to move around a lot?

Why am i here?

Because I can't afford to leave.

Welcome to Godzone Derek :) I lived in New Zealand for 7 years and it was amazing. I can recommend the scuba diving :) But then, like you, I questioned what I wanted and why I was there ... now I am living in central London, and it is inspiring in so many different ways. I wanted history and culture, and architecture and artists and where strange people from cultures all over the world can be who they want without being stared at. I am remaining location independent though, because, like you, I want to be able to move on again. Thanks for sharing, Joanna

Wherever I am i am here to make music
Healthy vibes

Wherever I am i am here to make music
Healthy vibes

Bravo Derek,
Living in France, born in Chicago, I admire your lightness in decision making as far as geography goes! Enjoy the writing. I do.
xo

I'm pretty envious of your ability to live where you want. The biggest problems facing me about this are immigration laws and money. Changing the country you live in just when you feel you must be somewhere else is really luxurious.

You got your answer. Enjoy.
Why am I here? I don't know... The choises I had made... The path I had follow...

'Our destiny will weave all around us and take us where we were meant to be'
M.E.

New Zeland was where Lord of the Rings was filmed. After that it came to be known as one of the most beautiful parts of the world. I wouldn't even ask why am I here? I'll most probably shout "I am so lucky to be here", but it seems that everywhere you go you are happy and everywhere you go is home to you. So I wonder if this place called home is within you, you only move through parts of the physical world but the feeling that it is home is identified from within you. Why is that? Perhaps because you are an exception to the rule when it comes to people. You have the special knowledge of knowing that success came to you in the most extraordinary way and with it came happiness and prosperity. Thats why anywhere you go feels great.

what a great place for you to be - can imagine it suiting you really well and lucky kiwis to have you
big up from london xxxxx

Congrats on a new adventure!

Hi Derek, you have made a good choice for your new home. I grew up in the region and called the surrounding area home for 18 years. It's a beautiful place where true wilderness is in every direction. Be inspired and launch!

That works

Hello Eric, Looks like a good place to be. Here are the lyrics from a tune I am re editing on that seem appropriate.

All the things that I see when I lay down to sleep
Are they things that are behind me Or moments yet to be
A road that’s not been traveled
or one I’ve left behind
Where do they all come from
Oh these pictures in my mind

Loves that seem forgotten
Some I’ve never known
An emptiness surrounds me
Even when I’m not alone
A different time a different place
Heartache from long ago
An image in a burning fire
Another dark and lonely road

A face that seems familiar but I know that I’ve never met
A scene that has so much detail
In a place I’ll never get
Like the sky line of a city
with great mountains far behind
Where do they all come from
Oh these pictures in my mind

Some place where I am going
Some where I’ve yet to find
Some wrong that needs undoing
To give me peace of mind
A person I must see again
From some distant point in time
A message from some other place
These pictures in my mind
Mysteries twisted all around
So many subtle signs
So many things I hope to learn From these pictures in my mind

That works

Wow, that surprised me at the end. I did to know you moved. I heard New Zealand. That is inspiring! Congratulations.

I moved to Nashville in 1995 to be able to travel the world playing music. I've become a good songwriter but I haven't made money at it. So I am now asking myself, "Why am I here?" Thank you Derek. I appreciate you.

One month before my nineteenth anniversary, I just questioned why I'm here. Later today, I'll be calling that divorce lawyer whose number I've had for the last 8 years.
Thank you for helping me to realize that I'm NOT where I should be....At peace.

If you live by the Spirit, you will move by the Spirit. Bloom where you're planted.....just bloom!

When I look at that photo, I ask myself what am I do in NYC!
However, there are children to think about and a Dad who lives close by...
so why I am here, I try to give 100% in what I do as a writer and as a teacher.
That's service and that's what it's about. Happy New Year Derek, wish we could hop a plane and visit!

Just make sure you stay here among the living Derek Sivers. You're here. That's enough.

Simplicity is the answer to happiness. If and when you are ready to use my radio show to share your message I would be honored to have you do so with our audience of entrepreneurs. They need info like this. Peace, Marty

If you need to remove excess cobwebs or need a break from writing, try the Milford Track. there are three important truths I've discovered about solitude:

No man should go through life without once experiencing healthy, even bored solitude in the wilderness, finding himself depending solely on himself and thereby learning his true and hidden strength.

~Jack Kerouac

I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived.

~Henry David Thoreau, 1854

The mark of solitude is silence, as speech is the mark of community. Silence and speech have the same inner correspondence and difference as do solitude and community. One does not exist without the other. Right speech comes out of silence, and right silence comes out of speech.

~Dietrich Bonhoeffer


Great quotes. Thank you! — Derek

As always you capture a thought like a lightning bug in a bottle and make us see what is important in our lives.

Love the thoughts you force us to reflect on.

JL

Why am I here? I am here because this is where God called me to be. What am I doing here? I am Loving God, Loving people, and sharing Jesus with everyone that I can; preaching for the local community at COWBOY COUNTRY CHURCH and reaching out to the world via the internet; I am enjoying my wife, children, and 14 grandkids; I am enjoying the Oklahoma hills on horseback and my "steel horse" Kawasaki; I am playing/singing/writing music; I am enjoying what I eat and drink and I am serving God; I am growing old but I am still fruitful: I am still "fat and flourishing". I am thankful to the good Lord for my many blessings and I give Him praise!!! ~Pastor Lynn

Stop it, Derek!
Stop asking these questions which....make....me....answer.....
Ok, ok, thanks.
Yep, sincerely, thanks. Steve

My Dad gave me a little piece of paper many years ago with a quotation cited as Councillor:

We should seek the atmosphere and surroundings that call forth the best that it is in us.

Great reminder, as always, Derek!

Epic way to find why you are where you are, then be where you need to be if where you are is not where you need to be!

That's awesome Derek! Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays-

This is an amazing photo, picture, glimpse into paradise. I love how you lead us here. I always question myself, my father used to say as long as you don't answer yourself, its all good. I also have a tendency to go with my feelings, my flow, my whim..I am an artist, a writer almost but more than anything I am me.

When your goals become clear (as yours have in your search), you come to exactly the right answers to the question of the why's and in seeking what your heart, mind and soul craves, you now have found the perfect place and the peace that makes you whole.

I think it is beautiful that you continue to grow and evolve. You will forever be young as long as you do this!!

Sincerely;

Jon

As a huge fan of you and New Zealand (spent a couple years of my childhood there), I applaud your decision to move there. What a wonderful choice. I was back in NZ on a month long mobile home road trip 2 years ago. Fell in love with the place all over again. I envy your surroundings. May you be inspired with the space and quiet. If you get to the bottom of the island, check out the amazing Lost Gypsy gallery in Papatowai.

Yes, I'm very touched! I'll make the same decision and go elsewhere!

Always wanted to visit New Zealand... Looks beautiful. Follow your heart! :)

You have traveled back in time for the price of a ticket. Much happiness in what is one of the last unspoiled ancient places on this planet. Breathe deep. Answer the call of the muse. Your location is one of only a few places Earth I would choose to live if given the option. Have a productive and joy-filled New Year Derek!

Another question that I try to ask myself is: (WAIT) Why Am I Talking (instead of listening)? I'm trying to become a better listener. I'll try again in 2014.

Happy New Year, Derek!.
Bob

Bravo.

Why am I here?
Why are you here?
Why is the patient here?

These are questions I pose to dentists and related health professionals when I speak to them on "Changing Lives: CAMBRA, Coaching, and a New Take on Cleaning." In summarizing this 3 hour talk, I created the 9 nuggets, the take-away points that I wanted attendees to remember. While the talk was full of technical points, the number ONE point I wanted people to take to their offices . . .

Start With Why.

I have read the book twice, ordered "Leaders Eat Last," enrolled in Why University and will be working to grow further this year, focusing on WHY!

Thank you.

Mike

! Nice ! — Derek

Such a revelent thought that most of us are either thinking now or will be thinking in the future. I liked how you got straight to it. Great article! It certainly spoke to me and I know will to so many others.

Moving with my wife from Singapore to Melbourne in early 2014..
Why are we there? To go out of the lovely little red dot and check out the other rooms in the house (in your words). Merry Xmas & a Happy New Year! :)

When the moment will come for me to ask that question, I hope that I will have the courage to change what has to be changed in my life and also that I'll be ready to accept that.
Wish you so much joy, health and serenity wherever you are. Thanks for your writing, I just love to read you.... always... Patricia

Derek; you're a true source of supreme wonderment and thank you so much for this last entry. My Rut, has deep adhesive walls, and my efforts to become un-stuck have rendered me scratching and crawling its surface for way too many years. Intellectually, I grasp and own my decision to be cornered into my-self built Rut, and by the same token, intellectually I know I will eventually meet ground level once more, find new shoes and walk again.

Your piece jolted me with "YES" and hope hovers atop coloring new visions of creativity and productivity that will find me living again as opposed to simply existing. Thanks for the jolt!

My favourite place in the world! Enjoy :)

greetings from Indonesia, Derek, :)

You are between a rock and a soft place?

Good questions all... Glad you found a beautiful and peaceful place to work. You seem to have this affirmation in place... Here is where I belong. Doesn't really matter where Here is... it's just that you belong wherever "here" is. Seems you get that.

I hope all is great for you in your new place , I have a question for you ,if you don't mined , I'm a musician working my self to the bone , how do I decide ? Measuring success where I'm at in my career or just stop going in this direction an go to something else music biss is so hard to know if your doing what's best for me , everywhere I go I have great response an sales of CDs but its always lead me to closed doors ,,,
What you think ?

All the places we see... all the projects we do... everything in this world, are all unreal.
Thoughts... creativity... that's reality.

We are all here for one purpose to share the gifts we have been given. In order to have gifts to share we must work on developing them. Our greatest joy I will be sharing the gifts we have developed. Ultimately there is only one reason I am here and that is too learn to love myself discover the love that I am and then share that with the world.

I am here to enjoy and create Truth, Beauty, Goodness, and Love.

Sometimes the question just suggests the need for a change. What appears to be the solution now might be a problem later, but then you can change again. Enjoy!

... or maybe it's just a mid-life crisis.

Thx . . . Derek . . . You lived in a lot of Places ! Leverage !!!
I'm Personally Gettin', " Keep on Makin' Adjustments & Don't get
into a Rut. I'm thinkin' God's Spirit Surrounds The Entire Earth & Even Bigger than That. Majorly Cool . . . No Matter Where I'm . . . I can Create in The Lord's Peace & I'm Semi Peaceful Doin' His Will in My Life. "
Thx
Blessingsssssssss !!!
:)

We are here for my husband's job...for me, this place dictated the timing for me to 'focus undistracted' as there is not much else to do...and it's not necessarily in a beautiful place! You have the enviable 'sabbatical' setting in NZ...wow, lucky you!
peace

Enjoy!

Great question, we should all lern to re-evaluate from time to time - I know you will find what you need, in this home as well as the last...

This is a great question and lately it's a question something that has been on my mind quite a bit. It forces me to really take a step back to evaluate where I am, but most importantly it challenges me to look deeper at my life and it forces me to see where I want to be. Thanks!

Yes, I feel that your intellectual harvest time is coming. Be happy and congratulations!
Best from Gong Qian

Derek,

Excellent question. Traveling and living in major cities such as London, England; Amsterdam, Netherlands; Philadelphia; PA, Dubai, UAE; Nairobi, Kenya and Mogadishu, Somalia has helped me get closer to finding my true ambition. In my experience, there biggest factors to relocating are psychological factors. You tend to become so comfortable in your environment and forget to realise that your odds of succeeding can dramatically increase when you relocation. As PG noted down in his essay on 'Cities and Ambition,' cities give out messages. I personally think any location gives you subtle messages. I usually know I have to relocate when I feel like a second-class citizen and get bored!

Thanks for sharing this article Derek! You continue to be an inspiration to many. I wish you peace, solitude and happiness on your adventures and travels.

I can't wait to learn from your future experiences.

One word..."jealous" :)! My heart has been begging for somewhere to be...so that I can just "be". If it can't be me, I'm glad it's you. Blessings Derek!

Beautiful move Derek. I believe at times its best to stay where you're at. Other times if you feel the calling to get up and move, then you best better do so. Listening to that still small voice inside is always the best answer. All the best in your new location. Let the writing flow. ;)

I admire your constant re-evaluation of your purpose and directions. I also resonate with your desire to filter distractions in hopes of nurturing your mind. I seek something similar and have received some inspiration from your post. May your sustainer continue to provide you with insight and guide you in your life.

It appears that you are in a great place

The best answer is the to "why am I here" is the punch line to a long story by the Jewish comic Myron Cohen. "Everybody's gotta be somewhere".

I hope you find what you are searching for.

Actually the best answer to that is "What you are looking for is what is looking"

Keep strokin'

love, B

Well said. Keep moving and re-inventing. How beautiful the photo is. Inspiring. Cheers! Hugo

Derek, are you in New Zealand now? I want to follow you through life! You really know how to make things happen, Brother! I have been feeling much the same way. I want quietness and I want to travel. I want to reflect and answer to no one. I also want to be rich! I never wanted to be rich before...just happy and loved. Now I think I want to be rich. -And to think of the millions you gave away!
I asked you over a year ago if you may someday regret that you donated the WHOLE basket of the fruit of your labors. We transform every few years and our focus and priorities can dramatically shift. You think you are going to be the solid, hardworking professional man forever...and now you just want to lay low in New Zealand, meditating and writing memoirs! You are delightful Derek!

Inspirational! Enjoy your work and your new environment:)

Nice. Good choice. Hang out with the hobbits :) How much sunshine? I hear that is is like living England - sunshine wise. Doing any work with DOTCOM?

Thought provoking... Have fun in your new adventure Derek! Thanks for writing and sharing.

Wow, what a great statement on my life as well. Why AM I where I am today?

They say New Zealand looks like Scotland - I think I see why.

Conditions change so quickly. Conditions that determine where we live, conditions that determine our company's strategy, conditions that broke relationships in two but few of us have the courage to revisit those assumptions, those rules or conditions. And we should. Great post

Happy holidays

Ian

PS Don't play rugby with the locals!

Why am I here?

Because I made decisions over the past 5 years that have led me to fail in numerous business ventures. I've learned a lot. From those failures, I know what mistakes NOT to make in my next ventures. I also learned a LOT about the people around me too in the process.

So much this. The best part of this planet is how much of it there is to see. Changing where you are can do wonders. Cheers!

sounds like you're in a great place - spiritually and physically. I think you've found the Shire...

- Gary

Derek !
As usual........Wow!
I'd be more than happy, to share with you and yours the vast store of knowledge and understanding that I have amassed in my 72 years. Suffice it to say that in scanning my vast array of "little known facts of little interest" I settle on the punch line of a very old joke. "When asked, in an insane asylum' Why are we here,' of a resident. The reply was" Because we're not all there!" Is the question even relevant to the fact that we are here! That we are here is, by some, our only valid reason. There are schools of thought that would suggest that we are here seeking atonement, proper penance for our sins, others profess that our task is, to learn to "progress," to evolve. Each of us charged with doing so an an individual basis, adhering, of course to a generally accepted time scale for each accepted progression.Accompanied by a level of expectation of performance at each movement.
That's why therapists get the big money!
I had planned on waxing, if not philosophically, then at least interminably on several schools of thought pertinent to this subject. However it occurs to me that after very little of my own. thought . in my own time, I conclude that there is much less here than meets the eye and that after all thses years, I don't friggin know! I offer," The moving finger writes. And having writ, moves on. Nor all your piety nor wit shall lure it back to cancel out a half a line. Nor all your tears wash out a word of it.

nice article, making me think about where i am at currently (work) and how it's working out (it's not)
beautiful picture btw, did you take it?

So cool, Derek! I admire your introspect and thanks for sharing that. I'm really glad you're writing again and working on new projects. Time for a new book?? :)

Jason

Thank you. Sometimes we need to re -focus with ourselves/life cycles.

Hiya Derek
Yes, now time for you to write another one of your very inspiring books. I bet that's why your are there... I hope so :)

I know what you mean, but in reality here in the US is difficult to save money and try out new things, because of the scarcity And its devaluation. Mind you, after re-inventing myself I'm on the verge of launching a new line of women's clothing. (www.artisalive.us) but it takes so long to do anything. A few years back while working in Colombia my partner and I use to read your posts thanks so much for your genuine approach! cheers Francisco

Welcome to New Zealand!

That looks like a little piece of heaven, Derek. Good for you. But more importantly, good "reasons" for you. All the best to you on your journey, friend. To be continued...

"Home" is not a location. You heart knows why you're here.

Beautiful place to be, Derek. Happy new home to you. Sure looks lovely and peaceful. It's interesting that I was thinking you were going to move. From the picture it looks breathtaking and like a paradise. It makes me happy that you are happy.

Beautiful place to be, Derek.....I know why I'M here.....I'm retired and want peace and quiet with a great view....I have that. I'll work on a couple of more albums and be satisfied that my life had meaning.

Nice pick

Well Derek,
We for the most part pick where we are so to ask “Why am I here?”. We should have our own answer. Now if you have enough money, it can change.... maybe where you are. But words everyone should ask them self many times a year for a check and balance in this walk of Life. Blessings to you always, TerryLee

Great thought ! I think that when you start asking that question seriously to yourself, that is a sign that something needs to change .... Thanks for sharing.

Bigger questions:
Why I am here on earth?
What is the purpose of my life?
Will I perish forever in few years?

Inspired, jealous, and wishing you the best on this new effort. Now if I could only get on the bandwagon!

Why are you here? Because it's the place you need to be in this space in time. NZ was a very good choice -- moved here myself 16 months ago and have no regrets.

We are in a dream, so row row row, gently and with mindfulness.
Thanks for asking the question. I too have lived in some right places at the right time. This one is the dream I had at 7 years old.... living simply in Hawaii, writing, publishing, re-inventing myself once again.

Beautiful Derek...you're on the right track.Miss your sage advices in the business of music.

Yes...thank you for speaking again...you took the words I have kept inside of my writers mind...as I have been finding the space to open the flow..keep searching while surviving 2 live again...every soul is unique...its the ones who risk normal 2 live that opens the world 2 the unexplored possibilities....and we all have less than 100 yrs 2 explore...

derek,
thank you! so apropos for my days these days. you can't even begin to know. thank you for being such an incredible influence over the years and for choosing to share your wisdom us. big blessings to you this holiday season.
jP

Derek, you're funny!(Smile)
I have asked myself that question many times and I've learned that where ever I am, I need to "Be still....." and glean whatever the universe (the Source) has for me in that space and time. I must say however, that you couldn't have picked a more beautiful place to "Be still"......Psalms 46:10. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

If you want to take a break, there are lots of great things to do in NZ. Near Nelson I recommend kayaking in Abel Tasman and Queen Charlotte Sound.

There's a movie by the name of A Home of our Own, with Kathy Bates. Based on true story, about a family that moved from their hectic L.A. apt, all the way to Idaho, in the 60's.

They literally stopped while driving when the saw a half-built shack, so they built it and moved in.

As a single person who isn't fond of staying that much longer here in L.A, making just under 90k a year, still can't afford a house that is close enough to job to avoid an hour long commute. It's really unhealthy for the human body to be in sitting position for more than 30 min twice a day, so I live in an expensive apt within walking distance from work.

But I'd sooo love living anywhere else.. but definitely in a house. But the thing is, I do *not* savor the idea of trying to go freelance so that i could move to a nice peaceful rural area. You tend to work many more hours than an employee.

For the time being, I'm making the choice to save up to about 75k, and then make the move, buy a house somewhere idaho-ish, or iowa-ish or montana-ish, and then not have a huge leftover mortgage debt, so the stress to get a programmer job in one of those midwest states is not so great.

Not sure how quality a choice this is, to make it, but for now seems reasonable. Wish I could figure out how to freelance in such a way that i don't work more than 40 hours, and know how to have steady clients without excess time marketing.

I just want to code :)

I'm so glad we were able to meet a few years back in SG Derek! I'm honored to know you. But, I'm very happy for you that you've found your remote, quiet retreat where you can focus inward for now too! ;)

I'm in New Zealand too Derek. Not that far from where that picture was taken. I'm living on a big old sailing schooner on Lake Wakatipu. I make a living playing gigs around Queenstown. Last time I replied to one of your blogs I was living in Warsaw playing bars and clubs in Eastern Europe. I know why I'm here. Come and say hello if your in the area. I'd be interested to meet you. .I'll take you sailing.

WOW! I think that people like you will never be satisfied in one place. I am that way which is the reason I moved to Asia. I wish that I had the funds to move to another country when I wanted to...hahaha! Your life is so cool!

Taking stock of life options is important in Life's journey. I'm now 78 years and have had my share of travels, mostly as a musician and as a family visitor. For those who seek, experience, knowledge, or change, it is like shooting an azsmuth (?)to find where in the universe one is occupying, so to plot the way to one's destination or goal. I've learned that wherever one's life is headed, it is most rewarding to enjoy the trip getting there !

Amen.

Ahhh, Grasshopper, you are arriving. When you discover that all of your challenges are internal and have nothing to do with your surroundings, you can achieve your potential anywhere. You will search and you will find that all you sought was with you all the time. Happiness isn't something you find. It is something you take with you. Thank you for sharing your journey. May others read and learn.

I loved Nelson when I visited. The market on a weekend was great. I seem to remember some crazy statistic about the amount of sunlight that place gets. As someone wondering 'why am I here' about living in the gloomy UK this is something that fascinates me. I feel so much better when there is sunshine.

Please write more about being able to focus.

I am extremely grateful you are posting again. I missed your words.

I was going to offer you our family cabin in the Ozarks but bite my tongue...you found a gorgeous spot to land. Enjoy.

Derek! You speak well. Sounds like a shaman from some lost tribe somewhere. You speak the truth. Or is it just movies I've seen. The two voices, the opposite echo. In my case, it's because it's almost too late to change my place of residence, so I change my point of view. I just wrote an homage to Nelson Mandela, at first under duress of tears, then understanding that such a thing must be done, honestly. I hope the music I eventually come up with is up to at least Peter Gabriel status, or better. Why else am I here? Who else gives a damn? I have lost the thread that holds most of us to our path. Still I rise and follow what idea was first in my mind. There are not that many any more.

Most inspiring natural environment I've ever visited. enjoy!

Fantastic.

I have always heard stories about New Zealand being a fantastic place and the scenery is so breath taking that a number of Hollywood productions have been filmed there......You certainly made a great choice.

A Fantastic share! To be able to go where your quest, "Why am I Here," leads is priceless. I lived and worked in Australia in the 80s and had the opportunity to visit New Zealand...I know what you mean when you said you wanted wide open spaces and solitude. I remember several places that meet that description there. I've often asked myself that same question..and always get a different answer. lol

So stunningly inspiring Thank you for this Derek. Not that a move to nz is in the cards as I am a kiwi living elsewhere but having moved many times I love the freshness of your decision making. Wonderful!!

I don't really ask myself that question (but since you mentioned it...). I spent too many years living day to day where ever I was. These days I'm always thinking about where I'm going. Cheers!

Your statements are very comforting. If I could make my living writing and coding I too would live with the wind and the birds. But I am here because I come from nothing and here I have made something. The little something I have made enables me to help my friends a little too. So I am here for that. Can I go else where and help more by making more? That is unknown to me at the moment. I have just written a poem inspired by a secession with my life coach, Routh Chadwick.

Unknown Junkie

Addicted to
That rush
Of adrenaline

Caused by
Proximity to
A vast dark

Chasm

Known as

The Unknown

Whose impenetrable
Darkness
Craves
A fix
Of
Penetration

Whose soft black
Velvet edge
Sharp as a
Spike, a needle, syringe

Waits for me
To press my
Throat
Against

Will it cut?
Will it wound?
Will it be worth
The effort to swoon


Into her abyss?

I need to find out.

Mark D Ransom...available on Amazon.com

Thank you, Derek, for making me think beyond myself, once again. I've long believed that where I am now is the sum of my life's choices and you just confirmed it for me! The new question is: have I made the choices or have the choices made me, or both? The answer, I feel, says a lot about who I am. Thanks, again.

Thank you for that Derek, I needed someone to snap me back in to understanding Why I am here. Being a caregiver (with an Entrepreneur heart) does take it's toll sometimes. You for sure couldn't have picked a more serene spot to live for now. Love New Zealand. Warmly, Melisa

our present is a gift :) i mooved to the country side as well , foucusing on creating new sounds that more conected to the nature not to the urban vibretion , the world is alwase changing , so do we, wishing you inner peace ,health and love:)

bang on time, that. (once again)
ok, i'm going to ****. ok, now i'm IN ****, is that it?
do i have to stay here? (is it useful to, etc.)
(see also: the impermanence of the results of one's aspirations)
hope it's not getting too crowded over there in new zealand,
with all the programmers going there and whatnot.
:)

My hero! Keep up the great work and sending these motivational e-mails! I hope Middle Earth is good to you, LOL! (:

Steel

I think you are on a search for something deeper than your physical location and "why" you're there. Sounds like you're beginning to reflect on past achievements, lives touched and experiences you've had. Nothing wrong with that of course. It's just that the reality is somewhat a circuitous logic in that the "why" is both the question AND the answer.

Rock on. You are living in the now. I am on my way! Namaste.

So timely! My daughter and I were just discussing this. Will forward your post to her.
Thank you

I was gonna say, "move to Montana," but your choice is wonderful!
If I was in the U.S., it'd definitely be Montana time. ☺ — Derek

That is so beautiful, Derek, and it sounds like your new home is equally gorgeous! Wishing you and your family a very happy holidays across the globe. :)

Great question Derek, and it works on so many levels. Your current hangout looks awesome. Good luck with the next phase and look forward to reading more from you. Good luck. Matt

That photo is breathtaking. What a gorgeous place to be. What I appreciate from this post Derek, is the fact that you are asking the question in the first place. It's the best way I know how to step out of auto-pilot and tune into oneself. Other great questions are: Who am I? What do I want? How can I serve? Ask the questions-then live the answers.

You know I was out in a field with my dog, Mingus. It was snow covered and big. The feeling of nature was so strong that it made me forget all the B.S. and this is a powerful feeling. Enjoy the longevity of the feeling Derek.

I clicked on where you are and it looks amazing. you are an adventurous soul.
courageous.......what a beautiful place. all the best.

Just purchased and listened to your book. Twice. Took away a handful of very thought provoking concepts. Decides to check out your site. Thanks for the inspiration.

All I can say is. Very happy to see you posting again. Good luck in the new digs!

Great tip about checking if the reasons are still valid.

And jealous of you for the choice of your current location!

As an addendum to the above reply I cannot let this question go (as if I didn''t have enough on what's left of my mind. Like finding my car in the Wall Mart parking lot!0 your question was asked previously by the oracle of the fifties, Mr Chuck Berry," Runnin' to and fro, hard workin at the mill. Never fail inna mail, here come a rotten bill. Too much monkey bidnez, too much monkey bidnez, too much monkey bidnez, for me to rectify it all!
In an attempt to "rectify" your question I reflect on "Too much Monkey Business" and realize that once again, there are no simple answers to complex question. You are a gift, my friend. Namaste'
You are always welcome at Shasta Lake!
Ed

To concentrate literally means to make small, condense, cut out the unnecessary. It follows that when trying to concentrate, it's imperative to eliminate distractions, expansiveness, surprises, and motion. The book "Thinking Fast and Slow" is a great book about how our mind works that way.
Best wishes.

Ahh, somehow I knew this would end in you announcing you moved! Well, as you likely already know, you've got everyone here cheering you on!

I KNEW you were a hobit.

Your write up is always inspirational and motivating. Remain blessed where you are.

This is more a philosofical question but the result of the interactions of our doing ,thinking, Feelings and experiances during the whole life, having also the Chance to be in NZ enjoying the Beauty of the nature.
Derek , enjoy your staying in NZ, whish you nice time and a happy new year.

Thank you for the inspiration. I needed that question.

Welcome to New Zealand Derek! As I was reading, I thought you should totally chill out here for awhile. Glad to see that you are.

All the best on your journey!

Keith

Good to have you here

Your posts always come at the right time, you cannot imagine! Was researching moving to New Zealand! And this post added to my excitement!

As you say, I am in London now becasue I desided to be here 15 years ago. I came from Belarus. I wanted independence and a base for the future. The future is here now, so I want to build a finencila wall around my family. Enouth to have a house in Spain and be able to take 3 months off every year. Enouth so my wife does not have to work.

Derek man you get about just like me. Always be at peace with yourself and you will always produce. Derek have a great xmas. 2014 awaits.........

Yes! Thank you

Awesome! I can totally relate to this, since I had also this yearning of being in quite places with open landscapes and no "real"-world distractions. So far I've made it to the south of France enjoying the ocean and mountains, then back again to Germany in the coutryside. I'm a bit surprised how many people around me on- and offline choose their true path of life right now, as if something big, but quiet was changing.
Have a good time in New Zealand!

And you answer for those who use lack of money as an excuse? I admit I use it often.

*your*

If only it were that easy..

So many thoughtful people have commented! I mentioned it early on, but for those of you coming to post later -- I have available a wonderful 1500sq.ft stand-alone upstairs loft apartment..selusion and privacy, with modern conveniences - just waiting for the right person(s) to come and soak up the peaceful vibes, enjoy nature, think deeply and work on their projects. email Brenda at [email protected] for more info. Best to you all!

PS I also have a clean cozy private 20' trailer available. We are in S0. Cal.

Deep gratitude Derek for permitting me to take time out. For writing, creating and being. To indulge, guilt free, In sanity saving serenity, solitude and natures beauty. Here's to unleashing, gay abandon and divine abundance under starlit skies and awakening sunrises! And, a happy Christmas to you and your family.

Derek, you were meant to write… I enjoy your articles very much. They always start me thinking. :-)

I ask myself, well in truth I try to remember to ask God; "Why am I here?" And then, I remember His promise found in the 29th chapter of Jeremiah… 11th verse. "For I know the plans I have for you" says the Lord, "Plans for your welfare and not for your harm - so you may have a future of hope."

God does not create anything on a whim, or because He is bored or restless being God. The Lord is purposeful, mindful, strategic, perfect. I was, therefore created for a specific reason - to accomplish things which are worthy of the gifts He has given me - including the whole of my very of life - and to bring glory and honor to His name.

It becomes a bit more complicated as we attempt to sort out the demands on ourselves, our time and our possessions. Some days are better than others. And some we wish to forget. We continue to trive - as every new day brings new opportunity to get it better than the day before.

Long day - too much rambling… but from the heart just the same.

Mary

More awesome than words, Derek! Happy for you & Saj & your child.:)

Earth offers some 'rooms' (like say, the Austrian Alps) that are a breathtaking gift just to behold. Other 'rooms' (like Kauai) become part of your being after living there only a short time. Looks like you've found both in NZ.

Like Bryan above, I sent you a similar compliment years ago, after (perhaps the same?) TAXI music seminar, appreciating the presence you radiated. This Presence is the greatest gift - to yourself, your family & friends.

To live in a place & in such a way that at least once a day
you look up from your work stunned
at the beauty before you, around you, within you
To let those moments multiply
until the doing whatever
begins to merge with the being wherever
and the reasons why become so obvious they completely disappear
in the infinite, unconditional, everlasting, all-forgiving,
pure divine love 24/7

In this enlightened state hidden 'rooms' reveal themselves
you realize that it's all One Place
your 'far away' family & friends (Milt) are really just 'in the other room'
One Place, one thing, one consciousness
One Love

Your child will be forever grateful to grow up in such a time & place
the wonder of the mountains, sea, & sky
the magic of the Shire
knowing for sure that miracles are supposed to happen - all the time!
Joy is contagious.
Thanks for sharing yours.:)
☺ Thanks Alana! I really appreciate it. — Derek

We are so much alike Sivers, except for one thing - I am a dreamer and you are a doer. I need to become more like you in that regard.

Thank you, Derek. Great question, along with "Who am I?," and "Why am I?" The "here" part depends on brain-body perception, which is where endless more questions may arise. Maybe the best answers to guide us are beyond this perception?

Sounds like your in the right mood of place, were you are not cluttered in place or mind. Looks very peaceful, there you can here your inner thoughts and creativity is at its peak,goo for you!

I think most people are where they are because of a sense of place and community and a need to fit, family reasons or work opportunity's, but personally if i had the resources I would visit every country in the world 163 i think there is...

Thank you

Yea its great to be able to drop in and out of civilization. Lucky there is still unhuminised spots to live in when we want.

Inspiring. It's hard to fight inertia, but your words truly help to start moving and change directions. Thanks Derek for sharing your thoughts, as always.

Here's a cool video taken from the cockpit of an airplane in New Zealand. It should be watched to the end! Trust me. http://youtu.be/7mxmFCw-Dig

Great post, man. Challenging and inspiring. Have fun down there! Looks like a seriously beautiful place!

Really admire your determination and focus derek! Young people like me seem to lack this kind of clarity and focus. Of course it takes time for us to mature. But have you considered hiring coder or help to launch faster? You clearly did that for your book, but you seem to have quite a few other interesting projects. Just wondering.

All the best,

Hao

Hi Derek:-) Had to think on this one. Of course all of us have a reason, if we want to taste it. I think we are always discouvering why are we here???.. We are so small and yet when the winds of God wish to stir us we are beyond ourselves. My human effort is what it is, my choices. When I start to think it is my doing, I let it go...like a dandelion seed, as destiny is not mine to control. Willing too, is my responsibility. Impossibility becomes reality. BUT.. Mostly we are here to love:-)
Have a great New Year Derek and family!
Rachel

Many congrats on your new move Derek and that picture is insane to the membrane, I love it! I know you'll create some incredible new ventures while your there and can't wait to see what you'll come up with next! I asked myself the same question "Why am I here?" around 6 months ago,then sold my home after 10 years, and moved to a better location for my current needs. I went from a 3 story home into a 600 sq foot apartment and hope to create more music, films, and graphic design work in 2014. Thank you for this awesome blog Derek and for sharing it with us. I wish you the best in 2014 in your new killer location!

Hello Derek. I enjoy your musings and comments.

We surround ourselves with things that make us comfortable and happy. As a result we no longer seek something else. But sometimes it takes a while for us to realize that we are stagnating and need to make a change of location and activity. Many of us do not have the means to make changes nor the courage to face the unknowns. But I am wondering why something comes into our life at the right moment that helps us to take that step.

After 30+ years living beside the ocean in Nova Scotia, my husband and I moved to Alberta to take advantage of better working opportunities. We could (and probably should have done this many years ago), but didn't until our son moved here and made it feasible. It was the right thing to do, and I wonder why we didn't do it before. Our life's journey continues ...

I've asked that question over and over. Sometimes I've stayed, sometimes I've moved on. However every time I've asked myself the question, "Why am I here?", I move forward with greater focus. Thank you for your inspiration Derek.
Best of Success.

Looks like a pretty distracting place to me, but I guess one could get used to the beauty eventually : )!

The question also seems like a great work-around to get to "Who Am I?," which I can never seem to answer well or to my satisfaction. I'm defintely going to try this one, and look forward to learning from what I come up with.
Thanks for posing it, and sharing. Happy New Year and all the best in your new location!

Yup. Exactly.
Enjoy your new surroundings, and continue to be inspired :-)

thanks for the validation that i'm only partially whacked...will work on the remainder

The lull to be with nature is your call to be "Free indeed. All that you have achieved and experienced has prepared you for your ultimate journey ...your purpose for existing.

While you are in Singapore visit Joseph Prince. He has the answers you have been seeking.

The key seems to be 'solitude'. I'm wondering if solitude depends solely on location or also by an attitude of contentment regardless of location?
Definitely does not depend on location. It's just that some locations are more conducive to it. You can be in solitude in a little apartment in a big city (as I was for months), but because of the high cost of rent and more constricted/confined quality of life, it doesn't make sense to pay the high price to be in a big city if you just want to be alone. — Derek

Derek,
Is that photo from Milford Sound? I traveled both islands after college in 2004 and visited Milford Sound. My wife and I are leading a group to tour NZ (including Milford Sound) Dec. 20, 2014 - Jan. 6. Maybe we'll bump into you. :)
Peace,
Trevor
Yep! I don't live there, but same island. — Derek

That makes me smile.

This is awesome.

Thanks for your avid inspiring! From Waiheke Island

Someone told me: “we are here to serve. Serving leads to unattachment. Unattachment is freedom”. Thanks for your service!

hi Derek! what a wonderful place to be. both my cousins are there and my dad desperately wanted to move there. Bon voyage :)

Beautifully put Derek!... ;)

I do not know. And this is scary. And it keeps me up.

Sometimes you ask the difficult questions!!!
Glad you found your place ... until you ask yourself the question again who knows where you might end up next. Enjoy the journey and thanks for sharing.

Thanks for sharing this wonderfully simple way of re-evaluating life. I've never felt 100% bound to anywhere throughout my life and continually have to ask myself that question to move forward. It's so liberating when you do. It's crucial to evolve. Even now I find myself feeling guilty about not settling for too long in places. This has helped put a bit of peace to that. Thanks. Wish you all the best. x

I was adjusting my goal settings for these year and the same question was asked. Why am I here? So many different reasons, but yours truly inspire me. We can be in the middle of no where and still find a way to answer in many ways, no just what is needed to be heard or politically correct. Looks amazing.Have fun and enjoy!

Derek,

This question is represents the "sum of all fears" to many. The answer demands action from feet that are often super-glued to the floor. Thanks for the demo of this life lesson.

Disha and I spent three months loving Shambhala Golden Bay and Takaka New Zealand this last year. A friend invited us and we loved it. Even got an interview on a local radio station, Fresh FM just for love and laughs. Amazing Place to live, love and visit. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LK0DGqX6XlA

Hum... muy interesante lo suyo... especialmente por el punto que se va repitiendo "que estoy haciendo aquí"...
Usted sabe que yo me he planteado la misma pregunta ¿Que estoy haciendo aquí?... Lamentablemente para mí, a los 72 años sigo en el mismo lugar a pesar de haberlo intentado... Y sigo haciéndome la pregunta "¿que estoy haciendo aquí?..."
Atentamente

Atilio Fischer

Ahhhrrr missed you !! Attending a conference in Singapore and missed the post that you moved to New Zealand. :-(...... Next time !

i should be somehere else too

Good for you Derek!
I'm scared to ask that question "Why am I here?" to myself because if I ask it there's a good chance that the answer will be some place very far away from where I am now. And since I have a wife and two kids (and the rest of the family who want to see their grand children grow) my answer (a far away place) wouldn't be fair for them.
Right now I am more thinking that wherever I go, I will be there. So, in theory, I can be ok with myself wherever i am.
Am I making any sense here?

Anyway, just wanted to say that my two dreamed destinations since I was a teenager (I don't know if for living or just visiting) are Vancouver (Canada) and New Zealand.
So I'm glad Derek that at least you made it ;-)

Tell a black guy from Uganda while he is trying to get a 1$ to live his family or another one from India while he is pushing his cow for a few pennies or another in Afghanistan..in Iraq .. in Bangladesh...in the rest 5/6 of the world......tell them to ask themselves this question: Why am i here??? they will give u the answer u are looking for.. They gonna tell u, they are here so some other guys frm usa or uk or rich europe..can fulfill their silly dreams!!!
Yes mr Derek. Travelling around the world, seeing so much.. u shouldnt ask and post things like that. U should know by now that 5billion people suffer so the rest few millions can have a good life..buying their products... their sweat, their petrol in ridiculous prices..Wars colonies...bla bla... and you still wonder dear friend ...why are u there?? u have that luxury to still wonder...
Sorry for my bitterness..

I want to be you when I grow up ;-)

What a great short read.. Now it's up to me to ask that question. And I can feel the resistance, I know the answers will be uncomfortable and I will have to make changes. Thank you!

New Zealand! It's certainly beautiful. You connect with so many people but you always want to be alone. I really enjoy your blog and look forward to more of your words.
Thanks for sharing.

You are so in tuned and on track with yourself. We need to constantly ask the what, where, when and why questions or else we will find ourselves stuck in the grind of years gone by!

please sent me book the judul is why am i here?

You're in NZ now? Sweet. I'm back home in NZ now as well, after meeting you in the Pacific Northwest then living in Asia and Africa.

When I ask myself "why am I here," I cannot come up with an answer. I've ruined all chances to change my life (in my opinion) and I have grown very weary. I have nothing left to offer as I have given my all. I have desperately prayed for God to take me ever since I was a child but, alas, I am still here. Why?

Hello...My Friend,Your wisdom is wise to you eyes wide open to your surroundings,our path in life is as diff. as our persanaltys. We are all here to bring the energy thats all around us to inliten those around us.and chang our selfs and those around us,Not just hummens but every thing that lives and dies,our energy helps the universes around us thrive..hens all things have the right to live......and Injoy life in there owen way,We are all valuble to the Cosmose! My goodness my spellings bad lol..perhaps someones energy can help me spell proporly in the future life..haaa love and live MY FRIEND!

Owe...And please dont pick the flowers,they live to! love and peace!

Im trying to start a movement ")

Hi, thanks for sharing, I like your website. And I am going to start my movement to NZ too.

Hi Derek,

Nice travel, I found you site because I am using your TED Talk for a presentation and need to understand who you were. All I can say is I am really impressed.

We have traveled similarly I am living in Silicon Valley and just returned from New Zealand, my wife and I spent almost eight years there and just returned home to California last year.

Thanks for your insights!

- Tim

A fish swims alone
Stalked by true religion
Eaten by feelings.

Derek, I have loved your website for its concision and clarity. I'd love to make contact with you and explore the possibility of a project with high school students. I teach at a secondary school in Dunedin, in the South Island of New Zealand and our focuses for staff and student development this year include grit and growth mindset. I'd love to hear from you. Kind regards and thank you for sharing.
Iain

A famous quote is; "I think, therefore I am""

and it's gorgeous! good for u

I wanna be like that, a place I can be my own, everything isn't right where it is the government, no one man should be the face of humanity, we have to teach ourself without teachers, we teach ourself and great things will be unlocked

Thank you, in searching for an answer you have made me smile - again, much love

Why am I here? To learn from you. and be a better person day by day. I love it just hear the podcast with Tim. And got here. So inspirational. We need more of you in this world, I will star becoming better to inspire people to be better just like you just did we me.

Thank you for your posts - your posts mean good things to me. It occurred to me after I read this that "here" might be things other than geography..."here" might be jobs, routines, the people we spend time with, and the things we think.
☺ Thanks for catching the metaphor. — Derek

i am a student "why am i here ?" i continuously ask myself why do i ever exist .....and am i just here to make some money enough for survival till i die.....or maybe just keep on working and maybe surviving till i automatically die.......and sometimes i feel is it just the the lack of passion in me or maybe is it just a childish question that i keep on asking myself.....hope to recevie your reply soon
___Thank You
___Alex

I need you to explain more.
I think you should use “need” only when really needed. ☺ — Derek

I've really wanted to move to New Zealand for a long time now. It looks like a really nice place to be. What is the process for finding work/moving to New Zealand on your own? (I am assuming that you are a US citizen.) I just came over to this blog from Tim Ferriss' website and I really like the posts I've read so far.
See New Zealand immigration website, which is very tranparent and helpful. Also the people who work there are really helpful, if you call. — Derek

Kia ora! Seems like we're on very similar paths brother. I've lived in California, New York, Paris, etc and have found peace and focus in the south island as well. I moved to Nelson this year and will be relocating to Christchurch next year to find that balance between nature and a hub of innovation and activism. My partner is a tech whiz like yourself and we have big plans to affect positive change, starting in Christchurch. Would love to connect with you!

I think you've made a good choice. There are a million reasons why WE (I and my wife) are here now. We're retired, so could be pretty much anywhere. Here is the most recent reason that occurred to me earlier today: the wonderful smell (!) of the New Zealand bush after a rain. Unlike anywhere else. That's reason 1,000,000. More space and I'd give you the previous 999,999.

Why are we here?
I have to be somewhere sometime in a universe that has everything. There are two things in the universe: energy, and information; and, information is the conformation of energy. That conformation must be in differentiated closed circuitry, that there be something to move out of the way and fill in behind in the one substance, energy. Enough differentiation causes consciousness so that, in turn, the matrix of energy is thereby differentiated and therefore conscious.
It was found that in outer space there are automatic differentiations wherever there is enough nothingness, for, the infinitesimal point nothingness, . , is rastered by time into timespace, U , which exerts its oneness in one direction, /, stirring closed circuitry, O, that all going the same way, vO^XvO^, repels, X, forcing confluency, =, back into undifferentiation. "Of Him, through Him, and to Him are all things." - Romans 11:36.
The force of stirring, /, is different on either side of a circuit in this process due to the value of pi going from zero to higher values, and thereby there is a different amount of force on either side of the circuit thereby allowing the circuit to circulate.
The friction is caused by the Planck’s volumes. Nothing can be smaller than Planck’s volume. The infinitesimal point nothingness is absolute nothingness, nothing. As said “nothing” can be smaller than Planck’s volume.
This process is eternal, therefore, energy is eternally conscious, and has been called God.

Hello Derek,

My name is Ashley Walters. I’m a story producer for the Vancouver-based podcast company, Pacific Content. We've just launched a new podcast, Trailblazers, hosted by best-selling author Walter Isaacson from Dell that's all about the recent disruptors and innovators who revolutionized industries and transformed lives.

Here's a couple of links to the show: https://tinyurl.com/trailblazerpodcast

https://www.delltechnologies.com/en-us/perspectives/podcasts/trailblazers.htm

For an upcoming episode, we're exploring disruptions in the music industry. I’m writing because I'd like to see if you might be interesting in doing a short (30 min) phone interview for the podcast?

And to tell you a little more about our show... So far Trailblazers has released five episodes focusing on digital disruption in the entertainment, photography, fast food, video games and newspaper industry. We've also recently been featured on CBS This morning:

http://www.cbsnews.com/videos/walter-isaacsons-trailblazers-podcast-explores-digital-disruptors

We're often looking to speak with insiders and innovators to give listeners a unique and varied perspective on disruption in different industries. Our guests have ranged from the inventor of the digital camera, Steve Sasson, to former Kodak VP Willy Shih and former Kodak executive Vince Barabba. We've also had Nolan Bushnell, the founder of Atari and creator of the game Pong on the show, as well as former Sega CEO, Tom Kalinske.

I look forward to hearing from you!

Best,
Ashley

--
Ashley Walters
Story Producer and Sound Designer, Pacific Content Company
[email protected]
416-988-8633

This didn't go too well.
Just told the wife "I'm taking a month vacation". (And this was before I came across this article.)
But like you, I have 4 or five projects 90 percent done. Just need to launch. Quit my job in March to "complete" stuff. got distracted and less monied.
So the "I'm going away for a month". request.

She said, "Um, no you're not".
So I said, "It's like going to rehab--you can't go for a week and expect to be better; you have to go all in, you know, stay a month."

Anyway--this article just helps me decide (or will cause my divorce...lol).

I'm trying to work out a great place to stay. Work overload and want o get R+R on my own away from family and focus on me, my stuff. Any cool suggestions in the South Island as I know you are there a lot. Magical.

Cheers,
Lizzie

Are there spiders in New Zealand? They can be a distraction.

That is so rad Derek!

Do you think this is your final place?

Is it because of the similarity to California? (surfing, mountains!)

This metaphor can be expanded to relationships (For example, are we here for a quick good time or a long time?)
and also expanded to organizational meetings.

By meetings, I don't just mean always have a topic, or a motion on the floor, I mean why are you meeting? If a project is all wrapped up and running smoothly then it is OK for the group to disband, or become a once-a-year meeting.

As my college teacher told us,, "If a group does not know "why" it is doing, then it should STOP until it does."

I love this post. It's incredibly hard to move with the Indian passport though with it's limited visa powers and every country doubting the intention of Indians who have a tendency to squat forever.

Thanks for this reminder. Please keep writing.

Bird Sanctuary
Beauty words cannot describe
I go in my dreams

Here because there's literally nowhere else I'd rather be looking out at reality from. <3

Derek,
I like how Ray at comment #444 caught the metaphor. Readers keep forgetting that your posts are not literal, but are intended to be applied to, say, music business, as a metaphor.

At #446 I like how you caught someone misusing the word "need." To expand on my teacher at #456, he would catch students asking him for "two seconds" to make an announcement to the class. He would stop them, rather than answer "yes," and ask them to think and be honest. "Two seconds" might really mean two minutes or more.

Sir Winston Churchill also believed in honesty in one's use of language.